You're Insecure About Your After Baby Body

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Calum: You are woken up by Calum kissing your neck softly, his hands on your hips, at first you moan, your hands in his hair, but as he moves to take off your shirt, you panic, pushing him away "no Cal" you mumble, wriggling out from beneath him, he sighs deeply and flops onto his back "please beautiful?" He pouts, you shake your head, pulling your shirt down firmly and covering yourself with the duvet "no...I'm still sore from having Avery" you lie, Calum frowns "still? It's been four months, if you're still sore shouldn't we get the doctor to check you out?" He asks, looking concerned, you bite your lip as your eyes fill with tears "hey...babe is it really that bad?" He pulls you into his arms, you shake your head slowly "then what is it? You know how much it hurts me when you're sad" he murmurs, you sigh, turning over to face him,"I'm still fat Cal, I feel like there's another one stuck in there or something" you whisper, his eyes grow wide and he shakes his head "don't say that, you were never fat. You have given me the most amazing gift I could ever ask for okay? I love you so much, our daughter is healthy and growing well, and I love her beautiful mummy more than life itself" he kisses your lips and you smile, feeling better.

Ashton: You sigh, flicking a bridal magazine "I think we should postpone the wedding Ash" you murmur, looking up at Ashton, he frowns "what? Why? You really wanted a spring wedding" he questions, you sigh, dropping the magazine onto the coffee table "yeah...before Kai was born...he's only six months old, I don't think he can handle such a huge event yet" you lie, Ashton frowns "he's never had a problem with big events" he reasons, you sigh and rub your eyes, trying to come up with a different excuse "what's this really about love?" "I-I wanna have another baby before the wedding" you stammer "but this morning you said you wanted to wait a year" he mumbles, you groan, your eyes filling with tears "hey, hey what's wrong? Don't cry princess" he whispers, wrapping his arms around you "I can't get married when I'm so fat still" you sniff, nuzzling your face against Ashton's chest, his heart breaks hearing you say that and he cups your face in his hands, forcing you to meet his gaze "you are the most beautiful woman in the whole world (Y/N), and I love you so damn much" he says firmly, his lips pressing against yours in a passionate kiss.

Michael: You smile down at your one month old daughter Alice as she eats, she is gurgling, suckling noisily, you giggle and look up at your boyfriend Michael, who is sitting beside you, his arm around your waist, beaming at his daughter "I still can't get over how perfect she is" he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your cheek "are you hungry love? I'm gonna order food" he asks as you lay Alice in her crib for a nap "no I'm fine" you say breezily, he frowns, leaning against the door "but you haven't eaten today and you've fed Alice at least eight times, you must be starving" you shake your head, not daring to look at him, instead focusing on your daughter "(Y/N) you've got to eat, you skipped lunch and dinner yesterday...what's going on?" Michael pads over to you, a worried look on his face "nothing is going on Michael, relax" you chuckle, he takes your hand in his and sits down on the couch "you haven't eaten anything for over thirty six hours love, this is not healthy for anyone, but especially not for a new mother, you have to rebuild your strength, and you have to eat so Alice can eat." he explains, his thumb rubbing circles over the back of your hand "but I'm still fat" you whimper "hey, you're not fat, you just had our baby, and you know what? I love you and she loves you, because you are perfect okay?" Michael smiles, he kisses you gently, wiping your teary eyes.

Luke: You are stirring a pan of soup on the stove, when you feel Luke's hands on your hips, his lips attach to your shoulder as he grinds his hard on against you "I just put Eric down for his nap, and if we're quiet I think we can have a whole hour of peace" he murmurs, you can't help but lean against him, your knees feeling weak and wetness forming in your undwear, he smirks against your neck, undoing your bra with one hand as the other fumbles with the waistband of your sweats, but you stop him, steering him over to the couch, panic rising in your stomach as you realize what he wants, you push him down and crouch in between his legs, palming his crotch "no baby, I wanna get you off this time, you're always focusing on me, but now I wanna get inside you" he explains, you frown, stiffening, and of course Luke notices "hey what's wrong baby?" he asks "I just-I don't want you to see my body...I'm fat" you mumble, he pulls you into his arms and kisses the top of your head "you are not fat love, you're sexy, it's been doing my head in not having sex with you for so long, I love you so much, and I want to make you feel good, I wanna show you how much I love you in the best way I know how" he grins, laying you down and crawling on top of you.

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