Just let me understand you || Tsukishima Kei Story

I'm getting a replacement laptop tmr until the government gets me a new one

Y/n's pov

"Why are you so excited?" Christopher ask, glancing over at me.

"Because you're taking me to a party," I say. "Why wouldn't I be excited?"

"It's not a party," he shakes his head whilst laughing. "t's just a small social gathering."

"It's a party to me," I say. "So therefore it's a party."

"It's not though," he says. "Just gonna hang around eat and talk."

Sounds like a party to me.

"Well I'm excited because it took you like forever to decide when I could meet your friends," I say. "Feels like I snorted a line or something."

"I did not take forever," he says. "And how would you know what snorting a line of something feels like?"

"Research my friend, research," I nod my head. "Now which of your friends do I get to meet?"

"Mateo, Luca, and Nicolas but everyone just calls him Nick," he says. "And some of their friends, I don't remember their names."

"Okay, plans have changed we're not going," I say. "Too many people and they all sound like guys, don't think I haven't read something like this before."

"We can't cancel now, it's too late, you're the one who really wanted to go," he says. "And I'm sure there's gonna be girls, Victoria definitely and I just don't remember the other one's name, Mila maybe? I don't know."

"They are your friends, you should know," I shake my head. "I'd be depressed if I were them."

"They aren't my friends really, I think I've seen them around a few times," he shrugs. "So they shouldn't be depressed. I doubt they'll know mine."

"Fine," I say. "So what are we going to be doing at this party, drugs?"

"One, it's not a party," he says. "And two I would not take you somewhere with drugs."

"No drugs, hmm? But cigarettes are just fine?" I ask shaking the pack I have on hand. "You let me illegally smoke?"

"Well what else do you expect? I can't just take them away, if I did what would you do?" He asks.

"Uh... I'd do nothing, nothing at all," I smile. "What do you take me for?"

"Yeah I bet you'd do nothing. And it's different " he says. "You're stubborn and I'm not here to baby you."

"Great," I clasp my hands together. "I'll just be one of the guys."

"What?" He questions. "No, you're totally not one of the guys, don't be silly."

"Silly?" I ask. "Why can't I be one of the guys? Girls can be one of the guys."

"Don't worry about it Bird," he shakes his head. "You can't be one of the guys."

"And why is that?" I ask. "We're friends."

"I just don't want you to be one of the guys," he says. "Don't worry to much about it."

"Christopher, I don't know what that mean either," I say. "Explain."

"It's nothing," he says. "Don't listen to me, I'm just talking nonsense."

"Hey but i wanna know why you don't want me to be one of the guys," I say. "Tell me, I don't care if it's embarrassing. Just tell me."

"Not right now," he shakes his head.

"And I'm supposedly the most difficult person in existence," I say. "This is depression."

"Chin up Bird, aren't you excited to go to the party?" He asks.

"You said that it wasn't a party," I say.

"Same difference," he smiles.

Do you plan on finishing this book soon?
Uh maybe. This was originally supposed to be a 20 chapter book, so... I honestly don't know.

Did Y/n change schools when she got back to America? And is she still getting bullied?
So Y/n has been doing online school because Christopher convinced some people. Spelling of that, there's a lot Christopher does for Y/n behind the scenes. But that's for another time 😏.

What's your favourite part of the book that you've written?
I love the absolutely love the sex talk I wrote for Y/n, it was so funny to me. Also a lot of the ones with Oikawa, and Bunny. I just like the way I wrote their personalities and stuff like that.

How old is Y/n now?
She's seventeen, and I wrote it out so her birthdays falls sometime in October.

How old is Christopher?
He's nineteen, he turned nineteen the day before he met Y/n. So his birthday is in March ish.

-Crouton