No person will make me have those little butterflies in my stomach everyone dreams about.
No person will make me feel like I'm levitating and floating between heaven and earth
No person will make me fall for them
I never fall
Or even trip and stumble
I haven't had the joy of falling, scrapping my knee and getting a fun bandaid.
I've never fallen.
I've never had the chance.
Seasons change,
Summer morphs into fall
The leaves change colors and dance through the wind while couples go get coffee, holding hands and planning couple costumes
When will it be my turn?
Do I want a turn in this game?
It's hard to tell this games true colors.
Sometimes it looks sick and twisted
Something I want no part of
Sometimes it looks as beautiful as the setting sun
Or the colorful leaves on the trees
Sometimes it looks like a cozy warm blanket that will wrap you up and keep you safe
And sometimes it looks like the monster you'd hide from under a blanket.
I wonder what the appeal is
Surely it has to be something good of so many people are playing this game
But even when I push myself I can't fall.
I can't fall for anyone.
No person will make me feel the way my favorite songs make me feel.
I won't feel the love described in those songs
I won't be falling in zero gravity
I won't be over the moon with someone
I just watch from a distance
Observing
Watching
Seeing everyone else experience and enjoy this while I'm left wondering why I don't enjoy it
Just a little something I tired I guess. I don't know. I was bored and just kinda wrote this because we weren't doing anything in class.
Anyway thank you for reading, hope you enjoyed. I hope everyone has a wonderful day/night and remember to take care of yourselves 💚💜
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