Sometimes when I lie in bed at night
My blankets covering me giving me warmth
Sometimes I imagine what it would feel like to have a pair of arms holding me tight
What it would feel like to not only be warmed by blankets
But be warmed by the comfort of someone I love
Of someone who loves me
It's hard to imagine
Is it even something I want to be real
Is is something I even want to feel
Sometimes when I'm all alone
And everyone around me is smiling and holding hands
Sometimes I imagine what it would feel like for my hand to be held on the walk home
What it would feel like to have someone who cared about me walk me up to my door
Wish me goodbye
Sometimes I imagine all the things I've been shown romance is
Sometimes I try and paint myself into that perfect picture where I don't belong
A fish out of water
A fish outside of water dies
So why do I chase something that's outside of the water,
Something I'm not even sure I want.
When a fish grew up in a bubble but outside the water and sees everyone walking around,
He doesn't like the fact he swims.
So he wants to be like them even though he just simply can't.
I simply can't be like them
No matter how hard I try and imagine it.
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