I'll never heal

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Wrote another poem bc it's an emotional time and poetry is how I try and get over it but as you'll see in this poem, I guess I'll never get over things 🫠

Will my heart ever heal?
Because it feels as stubborn as steel
Won't even budge,
all I can do is hold a grudge

Poem after poem
Letter after letter
Tear after tear
I'll never get over it.

My soul will never cure
I know the love I have is pure
But it'll never begin to compare
To the love you all share

Rant after rant
Story after story
Doubt after doubt
I'm stuck, in my own self hatred

I want to learn
Learn why it's romance that they yearn
Why can't I feel that kind of love
And why does it have to be above

Poem after poem.
Rant after rant.
No matter the amount of words
I pull out to use as my sword
I'll always be me.
Words can't change me
Words can't set me free

I'm stuck as me.
An endless loop of torment,
Healing than staring right back at the beginning
Again and again.
The cycle never ends
And I'll never heal


Thanks for listening, I am wishing you all the very best day/night. Take care 💚💜

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