Aroace thoughts/rants

Posion

Often times I find myself angry or upset
Over nothing that really matters
The world is over heating
War is going on
And I'm getting angry over what's going on in a fandom of a kids tv show.
A certain couple gets together and it makes no sense
The friendships are getting undermined
Characters without love interests are told they are incomplete.

Yes I have a lot of rage.
I was born into a world were the gears turn and make the music box deliver a beautiful love song
And I'm the ballerina inside dancing to the melody
But what you don't hear s me screaming on the inside that this perfect picture doesn't have me in it
What you don't see is the blood at me feet from the chains holding me in
Holding me into this life
The life everyone wants
Everyone needs
Except for me

Yes I have a lot of rage
I never understood myself as a child
I thought crushes were a requirement
I thought romance was a rule and a good story couldn't exist without it
As a writer I just threw romance in there
Just following the rules
Main girl character falls in love with main boy character

That's how it always goes, isn't it?
I use to think I was good at predicting who was gonna fall in love with who when watching tv
Turns out I just figured out the formula

Yes I have a lot of rage.
The world was made for lovers,
The world was made for romance
The world was made for them
And romance was made to poison me

Poison me, and everything around me.
Only to everyone else it's like flowers blooming
To them it gives life
For me it takes it all away

So yea I have a lot of rage.
You would to if you were living if the situation was switched
If you were a romantic stuck inside a world were romance Just doesn't exist
It would be like your oxygen was taken away

To you romance is oxygen.
To me, romance is carbon dioxide