Aroace thoughts/rants

Hello

It's been a while since I updated on here so I just wanted to say hello and give some updates.

I have 8 more days of school left 🎉 🥳🥳 (seniors get out like 2 weeks early at my school so everyone else has more lol, I've been waiting for this for years)

I am kinda scared to graduate and also excited. I don't have many friends that actually go to my school and I know for sure one of them will be spending a lot of time with her boyfriend. Which is fine, like we've been drifting anyways because we don't have classes together it just, the part I'm most scared about for the actual graduation ceremony is having no one. But it's fine I'll have me myself and I and my fictional ghost bestie 👻

I thought about reaching out to an old friend before graduation. I moved after I finished elementary school and haven't really talked to any of my friends from my old school but with graduation coming up it's such an odd experience bc elementary school me always pictured it with them, but it's been almost seven years. They know a completely different version of me and I know a completely different version of them. It's weird and I'd feel weird and random for reaching out but I want this friend to know I still think about her after all this time and I think reaching out might give me closure because best case scenario she responds nicely and I get closure and we share a nice moment, worst case scenario she responds meanly and says she's always hated me- but then I would still get closure because I could stop grieving her as a friend. And if she doesn't respond nothing changes and life goes on.

Quick Jatp update- no season 2. Netflix petty and refuse to sell rights, they have filtered their comments on TikTok and instagram so you can't comment anything about jatp which I find hilarious BUT the Jatp coalition has some information on instagram about something else we might be able to do that's not a season 2 but still something.

Jatp is still all over my fyp and I am doing my best to scroll past the ones that'll hurt my aromantic soul 💚

One more Jatp thing- I made a Reggie Aromantic one shots book of that interests you. Don't know if it would but it's there.

Wattpad only allows 200 parts per book and this is 198 so I have 2 more parts left I can post and then I will  make a second book to continue with. Can't believe I'm already almost at 200, that is crazy.

The next thing I'll post will probably be a poem I wrote a while ago but never posted because it was more of a thought dump/draft type thing but I don't wanna delete it so might as well post it.

Anyway that is all I have today, thanks so much for listening and I hope you all have an amazing
day/night.  Take care 💚💜