Might as Well Face it, You're Addicted to Love (Joe Perry/Nikki Sixx)

Chapter 136: 10 Years Since Our Forever Part 3(Nikki-Perry Sixx)

This has been the most AMAZING, wonderful, magical.... You name it the surprise of my life! Just like it was 10 years ago, and now it's even better.... That's my Jo-Jo Bear, never failing to surprise me, to romance me and our children get to share in our joy, in our love. And knowing my husband, he's got lots of wonderful and romantic surprises in store that are just as beyond amazing as he is. I wouldn't be HERE, ALIVE in this moment.... his, forehead against mine, the feel of our hearts beating in time.... surrounded by our children, I don't want it to end. But I KNOW that it NEVER will, because I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.

Joe pulls back enough to look at me, caressing my face now....

"Nikki...." He breathes, smiling......and I feel my breath hitch, "My beautiful, wild Honeybee....i have some more surprises in store for you, for our anniversary. And by the look I see in your eyes, you love them already......and kids?" Joe turns to our girls & our boys....

"Mommy?" James looks to his father, Joe smiling nodding its ok and that our son has got this, "Daddy says tell.... ception', for ew an' him....an' dat, we stay with fammwy for dat and a honey time (honeymoon)." James, my son.... a true blend of Joe & I in looks & personality, perfect just like all five of my children are.

I gape at Joe, eyes wide....so damn touched, but before I can form more words.... Tony says something looking from me to Joe and at his brother and sister, his voice, his expression a mini version of his father's....and Amara's aka my husband's twins....

"Happy anniwersery an' we miss ew an' daddy, but we always togedda with' our hearts daddy says. Wuv ew."

"Tony.... James...." I choke out, "Thank you.... Daddy is very right, so right. You and your brother are so sweet...." Here I look at both my sons & daughters, "All five of you are our worlds, your father & I love you more than words, more than anything. You don't know how much truly, the five of you mean to us, how much it truly means to us both that you get to share in our special day."

We all cry together, hold each other before eventually Joe & I head down the aisle holding our five children by their hands, to the sounds of cheers.......

We spend some more time with the children before they are taken by Johnny & Alice with little Calico, and Joe & I break down lingering as we watch them drive away......but, at some point we do get into a waiting car.....me pausing long enough to re-do my make-up and at this moment in time, I am currently in Joe's lap & we're kissing.....I can NEVER get enough, NEVER.

Our lungs burn for air and reluctantly we part (for now) as Joe rests his forehead against mine.... catching our breaths before I find myself now looking into those earthy browns, I love SO well, and a guitar callused hand caressing my cheek and the LOOK, God the LOOK....

"I love you."

"I love you too, my Jo-Jo Bear. Happy Anniversary."

"Happy Anniversary my beloved honeybee and I wanna tell you where our reception is to start.... a place special to us both, its where we went on our first date & where our oldest daughter...." Here his voice grows husky from tears, "Where she was found and where she knew how special it was.... Rainbow Bar & Grill. I figured too, we could have the same thing we got the night of our first date....and, if you're wondering.... for our honeymoon. Well, I figured we wouldn't wanna be too far from the kids AND its close to the beach spot you took me too 10 years ago....so the beach.... i rented...." I cut him off crashing our lips together, Joe groaning deeply, he quickly takes over & when we once more part, "---That's a 'hell yes', I take it?" Joe smirks knowingly & I find myself matching. Before his look shifts to tender & gently, he kisses me....

More time has passed than I've realized......now, we have arrived at the Rainbow.... Joe helping me out of the car, leading me in & suddenly I hear our names, greeted by our family....and the sounds of cheers.......

Sitting down now, my feeling like I could fucking fly to the moon, Joe as always touching some part of me.... this has been the most, I mean perfect day of celebrating 10 years of marriage and there is still so much more to come....

After a bit, we dig into the exact same meal we had on our first date & talk to our family....

"That was a beautiful Ceremony man.... you guys looked so happy and even more in love." Tom Hamilton says before adding, "I've never seen Joe as happy as I have since he's met you Nikki, you changed everything. I remember God was it 12 years ago? I remember then thinking Joe had feelings for you, he didn't see it, but he was already changing. And like he's always said, and I agree completely......your love ended up bringing us all together as a family."

"Thank you......seriously that means a lot. I can't tell you how much. And Joe is very much right, took me a long time to see that but here WE are."

"And here we will always be Nikki-Perry Sixx." Joe whispers in my ear before gently kissing me.

"We all pitched in dude, least we could do. And we'll help with the kids while you're gone." Tommy practically bounces in place and his partner Steven Adler-Lee shakes his head, grinning fondly at him.

"You guys don't have to do that, but it means a lot to Nikki & I. And there is nothing more we love than being able to have shared this day with you all. It means so damn much that everyone is here celebrating with us." Joe's voice grows husky from tears & I feel them in my eyes.

I remember there were more tears, more laughter.... more celebrating mine & Joe's love, our anniversary. There were stories...it was perfect, so fucking perfect. The food was stellar, but it was a mere bonus. And I remember, Joe & I disappeared at some point & yep, damn right....7 minutes in Heaven. It was HOT, very......

After we'd cleaned ourselves up, not that anyone didn't KNOW what we'd been up to but anyway......we talked with everyone some more and more importantly we checked on our children before heading to the Beach House Joe had rented for our 2-week second Honeymoon.

"I wanted to give you a wedding Nikki, the whole experience.... i guess the point is, when it comes to you......I can't HELP but get lost in YOU. DO Anything to make you happy, to see you smile......because you deserve NO LESS than my all, than my heart & soul."

"Joe...." I whisper.

"I feel you Nikki, I hear you.... always."

I feel now his lips upon mine, taking his time to feel ME to savor ME.... Our love is fucking unbreakable, and at this moment.... i fall even more in love, I can't help myself nor would I fucking want to.

'Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure....'

A/N: Part 3 of 'Our 10 years' chapters. Next is the first part of Nikki & Joe's 2nd Honeymoon in honor of their 10th wedding anniversary.