Might as Well Face it, You're Addicted to Love (Joe Perry/Nikki Sixx)

Chapter 138: Jo-Jo Bear & His Honeybee (Part 2) (Nikki-Perry Sixx)

If there is one thing that has never changed & I know never will....is that Joe & I can never get enough of each other. It took us a long time to realize starting back at our fateful meeting in September 86', that we were each other's greatest addiction. And THAT was true even more when our 10th wedding anniversary took place. Our love & desire THEN had grown stronger for each other. Today it is the same even more so. But yeah, the point here. Our second Honeymoon getaway at our beach spot. The first few days, as Joe has alluded to.... I couldn't walk, at least not properly. Totally fucking worth it & then some. Joe, my Jo-Jo Bear carried me everywhere, just took care of me as he always did/has. We did in between of course, check on our children constantly talking to them, sharing in their joys, their moments......in other words THEM & how Joe & I savored those moments. We still do today and where you will find us is at 'our spot, that perfect, peaceful tranquil spot sharing a romantic picnic & well as Joe says, 'You'll See.'

The weather, perfect.... the sounds of the waves soothing, I feel peaceful....and I feel even more so basking in the presence of my husband: Joe. The weather, the 'spot' doesn't fucking compared to him......Joe's eyes find mine as he'd been taking food out of our picnic basket, his gaze knowing.... those earthy browns sparkling and those perfect, perfect pouting lips forming words & A smile that takes my breath away.

"Ya know, I can NEVER get over how you look at me." Echoing my thoughts, perfectly. That is my Jo-Jo Bear.

"Ditto, no lie...." Softly, feeling a smile form upon my face & then I am surrounded by Joe, FEEL Joe as his lips cover my own and I get lost in him, my true greatest addiction. "---Damn." I pant slightly after we part for air.

"Always." Joe smirks, that positively SINFUL smirk which widens because of the effect it is having on me, for now (if I can contain myself enough, I will the heat away RATHER reluctantly). Joe's look & tone shifts tenderly as gently he brushes back a strand of my hair. "---If I didn't tell you today, Nikki, you look so happy....so beautiful."

I feel myself blush & the onset of tears, "You've been & will be the only one I believe on that. It's the way the you make me feel Anthony Joseph Perry."

"Nikki..." He breathes, and the way he says my name says it ALL to me.... We finally dig into our picnic which includes Raspberry Lemonade, Cucumber Salad w/Balsamic, Cold slices of my Favorite Garlic Chicken, and Cookies.

The food is insanely delicious, and I taste the love......so much love. Joe & I trade kisses between bites, we talk about everything: our family, upcoming projects (Aerosmith debuting the music video for 'Armageddon', the move premiering at the end of June & especially our children.

"I don't know if I told you.... but it meant so much....so much including all five of our children in our wedding renewal ceremony. You, Joe, always have the best...surprises going above and beyond." I feel myself-smiling, Joe looking awed at the sight.

"You've told me, and not just in words. I could see it in those stunning eyes of yours. I could feel it. And you Nikki, deserved NOTHING less than my all. How could I NOT lose myself in you?" Oh, that did it, totally worth it as I feel tears roll down my face which Joe gently brushes away, "—As I always do, my greatest addiction one that I can NEVER give up nor would I fucking want to." Time stops as I feel him kiss me, a slow kiss lasting for the sweetest of eternities......

We reluctantly part for breath, talking more about our children.... about anything & everything & eventually we do finish eating working together to set aside the trash & my husband helps bring me gently to my feet, wrapping his arms around me.... the wind whipping our hair......

Joe's scent, that much beloved scent of roses & sandalwood.... earthy & heady.... ensnaring my senses, my heart beating in time with his....my heart is alive & beating today because he's saved my life twice, I wouldn't be HERE in this moment.... our children we share wouldn't be here. He is my hero, always fucking will be....and right now besides kissing him, I would love to take a stroll.... but first....

"I can see it in your eyes Honeybee, you wanna take a walk.... but first...." Joe trails off claiming my lips, my husband KNOWING what I want, need just knowing ME & I can never get over that. "---I love you, Nikki." Softly.

"I love you too Joe." I echo in the same tone....

Joe leads me towards to water, the surf licking at our feet as his hand entwines with mine as we stroll hand in hand, heart to heart down the stretch of beach.

"I can't believe it's only been a few days; they've been hot.... they've been heavy, and God filled with so much love it hurts, but hurts in a good way."

"I feel the same.... this has been the most amazing time & there's still so much more to go." I answer Joe feeling so in LOVE.

"10 Years, this has been everything....and there's a lifetime more to go."

"A lifetime more with you? I could go for that." Softly before I tease my husband, "So what do you plan on doing for our 20th anniversary?"

"Ditto...." Joe pauses a moment & I can see him smirk from the corner of my eye as he then proceeds to tease me back, "Well I plan on so far 'showing off', that's a given. And hmm, well you'll just have to wait & see Nikki."

"You tease."

I find myself facing my husband, his arms wrapped around me & before I can so much as form words of any kind, Joe slams his lips against mine.... nipping them & I give in kind before we once more part for breath.

"I...I...wow.... that's a hell of a tease..." I pant, Joe leans in to whisper in that tone that gets me.

"Oh that? That my Honeybee was a taste.... you're playing with fire babe, and just wait till I 'show off'...IF you can wait till, we get back to the house." I feel my self-shiver with anticipation....

You know as well as I what would follow.... It didn't matter I couldn't walk the previous days. And Joe & I were horny as well for each other.... we can never or could we ever get enough of one another. There is nothing like Joe's touch, NOTHING. Its not just the thrill, how hot he makes me.... It's love, that feeling of being one of true completion. He is my home, my safe harbor. That has never changed in all the years we've been together.

"It never will change Nikki, not even when one day we're gone."

"You're right Joe, so right. I feel it, I KNOW it."

"Always & forever more." Softly, I answer Joe by burrowing more into his embrace.

As always when it comes to, he & I, we don't always need words....

Now, where you next find my husband & I.... A few more days will have passed on our second honeymoon & we will share the sweetest of moments with not only each other, but our children who would call & as always, you'll see.

A/N: Romance, Fire, passion & more. Stay tuned for part 3 of Nikki & Joe's 2nd honeymoon.