There wasn't much time to think about it because I felt I was already losing the battle. So I made a U-turn and laid back down on the sun lounger. After all that was the area we had agreed on. The pressure subsided a bit again due to the horizontal position and I just put my headphones back on. While music played in my ear and I looked up to the clouds I slowly tinkled pee through the meshes onto the concrete floor of our garden. That my friend was literally the first time I actually enjoyed peeing myself. It felt just surreal. All the pressure - physically and mentally - slowly went away with every drop that left my body while my head was moving in rhythm to the beats of a song. I felt the warm pee roll down my butt cheeks, but I didn't care. I just enjoyed another sip of my water bottle and fell asleep again while listening to the music.
Mom woke me up about thirty minutes later. First I wasn't sure why the sunlight was dazzling me straight from above, but then I noticed I hadn't been sleeping in my bed. Another odd thing was that I saw Mom's lips moving, but couldn't understand a word due to the music playing. With an annoyed look on her face she finally took the headphones off my ears:
"Hey hun, is everything okay with you?"
"Yeah, I guess so", I returned a bit slow because I had still been a bit drowsy.
"It's already been more than two hours since you laid out"
"Oh wow"
"Yes and I don't want you to get sunburned"
"I see"
"Okay then please get up so I can wipe you clean", she told me with a wink, but I shook my head.
"No, I...I gotta pee first...", I told her ashamed because I felt the weight of my bladder again.
"Oh, sure...then head to the bathroom"
"I won't be able to make it in time..."
"Really? How would you know?"
"Because I didn't quite make it after less than 15 minutes earlier and now it has been over 30 minutes! Also I already fell asleep earlier and was left with no choice, but to do it right here. I didn't want to leave a mess on the floor yet again"
"I honestly doubt it's this bad especially since you're not looking too desperate..."
"Because I'm still on my back. But when I get up all the water suddenly presses on my weakened sphincter", I explained and Mom thought about it for a moment.
"Alright, then I'd say you pee in the bucket", she eventually suggested and pointed at a bucket in the corner. I tried to come up with something better, but then just decided to do it. I got up from the sun lounger and looked at the ground under it. It was still wet because my body had shielded it from the sun. While I still looked at it I felt the urge to pee build quickly. I grabbed my crotch and went over to the small bucket. I had been curious if there was something inside of it that I needed to rescue first, but it was empty ^^ I noticed Mom looking at me.
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Curveballs (Chapters 1 to 199)
RandomIt's about a girl named Lyza and her fates past and present. This novel tells the story of her whose situation in her eyes became hopeless. She reminisces how she ended up in diapers again. Continued in: https://www.wattpad.com/story/316979404-curve...