Right Kind Of Wrong

he thinks I'm dumb

Dinner was good. I cooked a lasagna and garlic bread. Simple meal. But Rick and Jason seem to love it. Sissy ate a lot. And got a lot on her as well. I picked sissy up and told her it was bath time. She was so happy. Smiling with sauce all over her face .. Jason said dinner was really good Melanie ,I said oh thanks . Rick said yes it was. Thanks u .. I say as I'm about to walk away with this messy baby in my arms ..Jason throws in. You need to clean up this mess soon. And smiled really big. Well I don't take kindly to being made fun of ... so .. I turned around sissy on hip ..and said I'll clean this dam house when I'm good and ready with this baby on my hip ,holding the dam phone ,knitting a fucking blanket !!!! As I walked into the bathroom and started running the water I felt horrible. I kept thinking I'm gonna be her one day ... I don't wanna be that way !!! I let sissy play in the bath for a while , while I let myself calm down ... as I was looking threw sissy bag of clothes I realized that they were all dirty. That bitch!! Ugh I was really stressed. So I put one of my shirts on sissy and picked her up thinking she will fall a sleep soon if I start one of her movies .. I know she has to have her cup to sleep ,but where did I leave it. I look around my room. Not wanting to have to go search the house ,so not to run into HIM! but it's not here so I lift my niece and realize I'm so tired !! As I walk in to the kitchen sissy starts .cup ,cup ,cup,cup , I know ,I know baby girl I'm looking .. I look all around the kitchen and dining room .. go to the living room . All while this lil pint size child is chanting cup,cup ,cup .. my nerves are on end . Jason comes into the kitchen and says hey sweet pea.. sissy is all grins !! She says CUP he says oh I put that cup in the sink when I cleaned off the table. .. as I turn to look at the very clean dining room table I'm feeling like such a bitch.. so I pick up the cup which is covered in sauce and begin trying to wash it while sissy is moving all about.. ugh. Jason sees I'm really getting frustrated. . Come here lil monkey. Can I hold u ? Sissy was hesitate but finally agreed. He takes her to the dining table and shows her her pic that she had colored sissy likes this. I wash her cup and make it with warm milk. As I'm drying my hands and the cup. Sissy starts fussing. I tell him it's her bed time and that I'd be back to clean up the mess I'd made. I smile as I'm saying this so he knows I'm no longer pissed .and that I'm jk. One hour later at around 9 pm. Sissy has finally went to sleep. I can now clean house ,wash sissy clothes ,and start on my book report. I ease  out of my room leaving the door open so I can hear her if she wakes , and go straight to the kitchen ,which was spotless . Wait what ? Jason walks into the kitchen from the living room and smiles kinda sexy smile and says I'm sry I said that. I really was just kidding with u. I guess I didn't know how sensitive u are. I'm not sensitive. I say in a calm low voice. He said u are about that . I shhhh him ... he looks about me confused . Sissy is a sleep and I have things to do before she wakes. He again looks about  me confused , she won't wake till morning right ??? I laugh .. no she will wake in about two hours. For a refill and bathroom break. Then I have to start her movie over .. then three hours from then she will wake again. And then around 7 am. She will be ready for breakfast , and play time. Till nap time .. which may or may not happen..... I look at him with a shrug of my shoulders like it what it is. .. babies are hard work. ... he just looks at me like why are u doing it then ... I don't owe this guy an explanation. So I just tell him for her sake .... I have to wash her clothes now , as my retarded ass sister brought a bag of dirty clothes .. I walk back to my room and grab the bag of clothes and my hamper. I go to the laundry room . As I'm walking out the laundry room I see jason on the couch watching tv. He seems like he's trying to be nice . I'm such a bitch !! I'm so mean to people. .. I get that from her . I tell myself to be nice !!! But if ur nice to guys they take it as u want there package. Lol ughhhhh the way I see things can't be good for my future. The next morning I wake up to sissy kissing my forehead I've had 4 hours of sleep . That paper took a lot longer then I thought and then sissy woke three times. Now she's up for the day ! I climb my tired grumpy but out of bed and take sissy to go potty. As we walk out of the bath room. Jason is walking out if his room. SHIRTLESS .... I think I swollowed my tongue.. his shorts were hanging off his hips and he has a freaking tattoo on his chest .. OK I'm gonna need coffee STAT .. I take sissy to the table drop her in a chair and give her a toy . I walk over to the counter and see Rick cooking breakfast. Coffee made .. ummmm OK what world did I just wake up in. This is not a scene I've even been in ... I do all the cooking ,cleaning ,coffee and tea making. Wth.? Rick is all smiles says good morning ! All chipper. We don't do chipper before noon. EVER !! And it's seriously 7am... I ask can I have some of this coffee ? Rick is all ... sure sweetie. Ughhhhh don't just don't .. Jason walks in fully dressed thank god!! And he's all smiles too. It's Monday .they are headed to work. Who knew jason worked with his dad ...