Right Kind Of Wrong

where is Jays head these days ..

I'm laying in front of Jay he's not spooning he's just behind me. I'm sorta laying on my belly and side. Jay reaches over and is rubbing my bare back .. I'm way to tired to even put clothes on .. he whispers you OK baby I mumble yeah .. he says go to sleep baby ur so tired. I shake my head yes. Slightly. He's rubbing my back so gentle .. when I wake up the next day it's like 12:noon .. and Jay is not in bed with me .. I roll over on my back and look around the room. Nobody is in here and I don't hear any noise in the house . What's going on ? I think. I sit up my body feels like I've been working out none stop with Julian Michaels for a month straight. . I'm sore as hell. And I'm thirsty ! Like really thirsty. .. I put on my robe and walk to the kitchen I take out two bottles of coconut water and down one very quick... I'm still wondering where my bf is .. I walk to living room to see out the front window if his car is even here .. nope its not .. I walk back to my room and check my phone .. no text or calls. Hmm.. I text him me: you OK baby ? He text back immediately. . Jay: yes baby girl I'm fine. I had to run to the store .. I'll be back in a few .. me: OK .. I crawl right back in bed .. I feel so sore .. what did I do ? I guess I fell back to sleep cuz when I wake it 2:20 pm and I'm still alone .. I pick the other bottle of water and down it . I'm feeling a lil better but still sore .. ugh I guess all the tension this weekend has made me sore .. my phone buzzes and it's rick
I say hello . He says I'm going to get Jason out of jail .. what ? I say he says he beat that boys ass. And his mother called the cops. They pick Jason up .. omg! I ask Rick he went Matt house .. he says yes . Wow so he lied to me .. is Jay OK ? I ask. Rick says yes but they are pressing charges cuz they think Jason broke Matt jaw .. oh shit! OK Rick have him call me as soon as yall can .. he says OK .. I'm so mad .. Tammie comes in the house a few minutes later and says wow Jason is fucking crazy ain't he... I look at her she says the video is on fb.. she shows me. .. Jay only hit Matt once but ,Matt went down , I'm mortified! This is so stupid Tammie. Why did he go do that .. ? She says well I saw on fb that Matt was talking shit.. about u .and saying he could have you . Jay Said wanna meet up . Matt said I'm home .. and then the video popped up about an hour later .. so I guess Jay went to his house. I said Tammie Jay is in jail . She said I saw that to. My head is hurting and I feel sick .. I go to. Mom's room for my sinus meds.. this makes me sleepy and takes away the headache win win. I take it and tell Tammie I'm gonna get a bath. She says yeah. U should relax. He won't be home for a while .. takes so long to process in and out .. I'm laying in the tub I'm starting to feel much better. It's been 45 mins.. so my meds are working. I feel more calm and relaxed .. I think I need more sleep . Tam walks in the bathroom and says here ur phone is ringing. I answer it's Rick .. he says Jay is OK. And Matt jaw isn't broke. And they changed there mind not gonna press charges. So Jay and I will be home soon. OK thanks for letting me know .. an hour later Jay calls me. Hey baby. He sounds so sick. Like in the dumps sick. I say hi . He says please don't be mad. I'll explain it all when I get home. I tell him I've had a headache all day. And I'm getting out the tub now. I'm going to bed. I don't wanna talk. he says OK .I just hang up .. I can't take anymore drama I Just can't. I have school tomorrow. So I stand up and shower , I get out and get dressed I feel a lot better now so I dry my hair and get my stuff ready for school the next day . Lay out my clothes gotta look good cuz I'm sure after Jays bs I'll be stared at all fucking day .. great ! When Jay walks  into our bedroom he looks beat .like its been one hell of a day. I almost felt sry for him .. nope !! He did this. I decided not to fight with him .. he says .baby say something . I say I got nothing . He kiss me twice . I just go to the kitchen and make a sandwich I haven't eat today .I make him one too .. he's eating .that's good .