Right Kind Of Wrong

not impossible

OK I'm a Lil nervous. Jay kisses down my neck and has reached my chest he kisses the space between my boobs feather light kisses like I can barely feel them but his touch is intoxicating he has this way of making every single move seem like it was perfected . Practiced .. ughhhh I think I just turn myself off completely. I don't ever wanna think of who or how he practiced ... can I not just focus . Why is my head all over the place ? Now that I'm centered again so is Jay . He's now kissing just under my bra ,my belly. And I feel my nerves shift in to over drive !! I've had a guy try this scene once I pushed him in the floor , and now the visual of pushing Jay in the floor has flashed in my head and I giggle .. oh shit. !!!!! Did I just giggle. Oh holy hell !! Jay peers up at me , omg his eyes are so sexy. His lips are wet !! Help me .. it tickled I'm so sry. .. I lie ! I lie hard !! He smiles up and says note to self .. he crawls back up face to face with me ,reaches over and turns the bed side lamp off. Pitch dark. Omg . Bad things happen in the dark. He's now strattled over the top of me sorta sitting on my thighs both of his hands are on my hips he's doing the circle thing he does .. it's hot. He leans down and blows on my belly . I come up off the bed ,well I tried to but his hands are firmly on my hips . I feel trapped sorta he continues the circle thing while he's sitting back up right .. he does this for a while till I think I'm gonna explode . At the very moment I try to move my hips he leans down again and kisses my belly just above my belly button .. I'm either shaking from fear or trimbling, from .. well Idk. Not sure buuuuut iiiiiiiiii liiiiiike it . He sits up again and has the waist band of my shorts in both hands and is pulling slowly very slowly. Too slowly. . He sorta lifted the front of them off my skin as to let me know I'm about to do this. .... I lift off the bed so he can pull them down he does . .. recap . Only articles of clothing left on my body is my bra and panties. It's OK breath .. he's on the bed beside me again. he's leaned up on his arm and has his other hand on my belly again this time making Lil s designs on my skin with the tip of his finger it's causing this tingle on my skin. The hair on my whole body is standing straight up .. he's not kissing me. He's really focused on these s shapes .. he was up by my bra at first but has made his way to my belly button. now the shapes are being made with two finger tips .. he seems very calm . I feel like my skin is on fire!! He is below my belly button now and is using three finger tips to make the s shape .. he is reminding me of Dora the Explorer, there is a pattern !!!!!! I have yet to solve this tho. He's kissing me now ,those feather light kisses that feel like silk .. I feel my hips sorta lifting off the bed to meet his touch. The kiss is now his silky tongue gliding over my tongue. And his hand is on the very dip right above my public bone four finger tips on that dip and I feel the need to move the very moment I slightly lift off the bed he presses down just ever so gentle . I feel it inside me. It makes my belly tighten ,the next rhythm perfect timed lift and he presses down with just a Lil more pressure .. this is pure bliss. . I'm so into this .. again this time the pressure was exactly perfectly timed and the pressure is deep, my head Flys back and he kisses my neck his tongue is so silky . Omg!! Who knew right. .. the next timed moment he lifts his hand up and no pressure I wanted to scream .. he moves his hand down ward.. when his fingers find there destination I'm beyond ready and I now understand completely. About 10 mins later he has stopped and has his hand on the bed beside me . And I'm fit to be tied and would completely agree to almost anything. But his breathing has slowed down now and he seems exhausted. . He is laying next to me and kissing the side of my face and my chin.. I'm utterly confused. He rolls me on my side and he scoots up behind me ,spooning . He is rubbing my hair down out of his face so he can put his face to the back of my neck. This is how he has always slept with me. .... ummmmm OK what just happen ..? There was a preshow . But no main event. Tammie and I use these terms for that when we can't say it in front of certain people. .. I think I could have been OK with a main event. Maybe. .. oh wow . This boy is playing with my mother fucking emotions !!! And hormones. I think I'm a Lil perturbed. . Light bulb moment ! ahh haaaa ! Yep that was a purpose move .. wow he seriously plays these dam games with me. He just loves to show me how it feels literally. Ugh that moment u can't be mad . But u can retaliate ! I smile as I fall a sleep concocted a massive plan !!