Right Kind Of Wrong

you love me

Jay laid there holding me tight . He says you love me ? In more of a sexy whisper .. I say yes .. he says you still wanna run from me .. no .I say . He says we are gonna have issues ,but we have more issues when u don't tell me what's bothering you. This dress has been on ur mind and u wouldn't tell me. So u been frustrated about everything .. and ur gonna start soon . I look up at Jay ..I love how u think u have me all figured out .. I mean ur good. And most days u are so on point with all ur observations. But I'm not worried at all about the dress or even going to prom .. I wanted that for Tammie she has never gotten to dress up like a princess and go to the ball . I want this for my best friend. And I was gonna buy her dress . She don't have the money. And I've got some from babysitting .. I told her I'd help her because she didn't think she had near enough ..but I was gonna surprise her and buy it . Be cause that's my very best friend in the world ! I love that girl and of course I start to cry .. I turn away from him ... he says that's my baby girl there she is ..the biggest heart ever ...u are still in there . He's holding me so tight .. he says I knew this wasn't about you. It's never about you , I knew you needed to do something for Tammie today. You made to big a deal of it . You do so much for every one in ur life .. and when it comes to Tammie u go above and beyond . I cry even harder . I know this to be true .. Jay I have too . Please let me take her tomorrow to look for this dress. It means everything to me .. he look me in the eyes and say yes I'll take yall both .. tomorrow I promise .. I say u wanna call her . He looks at me . He reaches up to the head board and picks up my phone .. I call Tammie .hey girl I'm so sry I'm crying . She says what's wrong Mel .? I promised u we would go today but I got all caught up with stupid shit. . I'm crying so hard. Tammie please forgive me .please . We are gonna go tomorrow I promise . We will go very early. . She says awww Mel it's OK really it's fine . Can u stay here tonight and we can leave out very early like 7am .. we will find the perfect dress I promise .. I say .. yes I'll be home around 10pm. OK .. OK .. make good choices I say ..she says you too boo .. bye... Jay pulls me to him. He says I think u love her more then me .. I've known her longer .. I say .Jay pulls me back. I'm just kidding .. but well maybe the same amount . He says we all know sissy means more then any of us... yes ! She does . That's my baby and I cry again . Yes mother nature is well on her way and requires pads . Which I need to get to the store .. I call my sister and tell her I need sissy here tomorrow morning at 7 am .. I decided I'm taking her with me tomorrow. . And I'll have tornado. Andreas daughter . I agreed to watch her. . I tell Jay .we will have our hands full.. he says we got this .. he rolls over on top me and says I still need to be deep inside u .. . Three hours later Jay and i have had another shower and got ready .my sec round of makeup and hair do.. he says u look so perfect as he wraps his arms around my waist ... I say thank you . He says are we OK baby ? I say yes . But please don't tell me what to do anymore . Please let me make my own decisions. He shakes his head yeah.. he says put ur shoes on so I can feed u .. please baby ..i laugh .. later we are sitting in chili's eating .. these nachos are delicious! And my strawberry lemonade on Point !! We are talking about marks party .and him talking to said ex fuck fling .. when molly walks up with her daughter Omg !!! She's so freaking adorable. I take her from molly and I'm so gushing over this beautiful baby . Molly says be careful girl she's a lot of work !! We laugh . I know .ive raised my niece ..i say .. I tell molly if u ever need a sitter please call me .. I'd love to watch her .. molly says absolutely. Thank you .