Right Kind Of Wrong

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As I'm sitting I'm the office waiting to be called back my phone buzzes . It's Jay , good morning my beautiful I miss you already. I love you . Please text me back soon. J. I text him back . Good morning gorgeous. I just got to school and already got sent to the principal. . I'm in trouble. I yelled at a teacher. I'll explain later. I love you more. Me.. I'm called back .. mr. Hendrix is looking like wth? Are you doing in here for this .. I explain my side of the story and signs it and sends me back to class. No big deal. OK. So at lunch I grab a Pepsi and sit in the cafeteria texting Jay . Hi , baby. How is ur day ? I didn't get in any trouble I was in the right. I'll explain it all later tonight. I'm at lunch so if u can text me back. .I love you muah! Two secs later yes baby I can text. Glad ur not in any trouble, I would have to take u across my knee. Lol. I love you so much more. And I'm so sry about think last night. All my fault.. spank me big daddy , lol. What was ur fault. I'm confused. Three sec later. I didn't take enough time. I'll do better I promise .. and I'll buy condoms if u want me to. So so sry I wasn't better prepared. . My bad. Jay ,you did take ur time believe me.. and no I don't want u to buy condoms unless u just feel better about wearing one. It's a non issues for me I'm on the pill. . Remember? Three secs later. Baby I'd do anything u want me to do. I promise. But if ur saying no to the condoms I'm OK with that. .. the pill? For a virgin ? Please explain. Jay , I had to get on the pill for other female issues. Heavy periods. .. sry. Not a great subject . Lol. No to the condoms. Bad experience. . Three secs later bad experience? Please tell me .. Jay the night I was with Joe. He wore a condom thank good Ness we didn't get far. I was allergic to them . Three secs later. Oh wow. OK. No condoms . Are u still feeling agitated? Are you mad at me ? Jay I feel 200% better today and no I'm not mad at u I never was.. secs later. You feel better because u got what u needed , you were all agitated because you wanted more. .. Jay , maybe ur right. I was frustrated because of the game .. I didn't want us to play mind games , and I was getting agitated because u were making me want u ,then ud vamp. Secs later. It's very frustrating when u want someone that much and just can't .. Jay. I know u were doing it to me to make me feel what u felt. I'm so sry u thought I was being a tease on purpose. I wasn't. I was just scared to go all the way. Secs later. Baby I wasn't trying to reverse it on u. If that's what ur saying. No. I was just trying to make u feel good .. I've been trying for a few weeks to ease into u trusting me more and more. ... Jay apparently easing in ain't gonna work. It's getting us no where but still frustrated. Admit it was frustrating. Four secs later. NO ! I'm not frustrated at all with u baby. I was not mad or anything. And no I can't not be easy with you. I can't hurt u. Ever. . Please understand it may take a few times to get all the way in. It's OK. We will take our time .. I'm still not in any rush. I love just being able to sleep in the same bed with you. U have no idea how happy that's made me. And I sleep so good when I'm able to hold u . Jay I love sleeping with u too.. in both senses of it .. yes I'm sure one day we will work out all this .. I'm so sry but I'm headed to class now. I'll see ya soon . I miss you and I love you. , I have practice tonight so I won't be home till 8 pm . I love you too baby , I'll be home at 7pm do I need to pick u up ? Jay. No I have a ride. Thanks tho . See ya tonight. . Practice was tuff tonight and haven't been getting much sleep. So when I finally get dressed and leave the auditorium I have to walk all the way around to the back of the school. So hitch a ride with the girls.. me and Tammie walk together we are in the car together moments later and singing to Adele .. awesome song. When we get to my house ,no one is home I was certain Jay and Rick would be home. I unlock the door and go in. .. house is dark .. I turn on the lights and thrown my bag down. I need to start dinner , Jay calls me right on que. Hey baby ,he says I'm running super late. I Had To Take That Generator Back To Nielsen Then I got Stuck At Grandpas . Talking to my aunt Susie .. I'll be home in an hour . OK. .. he says. OK I say. Melanie. . Yes . I love you baby . I love you too .. soon baby. OK. We hang up and I'm making sweet and sour chicken and rice .. it smells so good. . My sister has decided to come home now ..