Two hours later Jay and I are laying on the love sac watching a movie. We've had dinner and dessert Maria makes a seriously awesome pecan cobbler it was delicious! With home made ice cream . Jay is snuggled up to me. We are content happy and in love .. but I can't shake the feeling that my trip to Italy in a few mons will be the end. I know Jay well and I just know he's not gonna like the fact that I can just leave for 8 weeks . He has no idea the agony I'm going threw or the strength it will take for me to actually board a plane and leave him for that long. I'm not even sure I know yet . I don't wanna be away from him for one day much less 8 weeks . I keep asking myself can I really do this. I know I really want to. It's a great opportunity. But I love Jay so much. It's gonna hurt .. we had a great time at the cabin but it's the Morning we have to leave and I'm sad .I really love this place. Jay and I spent the remander of our time together here for the last few days . And it's been great. Rick and Jay are loading the van. I'm telling Maria thank you so much for everything I'll miss her dearly! Bea is standing next to her MA ! She's hugging me and telling she will.miss me . I love these people so much already . It's crazy . Keith pulls me into a big hug and says just relax it will all work out .. I smile at him. And thank him. This is family . Two hours in to our drive home. Jay is sleeping . I pick up my phone and text tam. Me: hey bitch. I'll be home tonight come see me around 6pm . Tam: hey hoe. I'll be there. .. I text my sister . Me: I'll be home tonight at 6pm bring sissy to me . Dee: OK . I'm so hungry I reach for the goodie bag Maria sent with us I look inside wow she did not want us to be hungry .. we have all kinds of stuff in here , I go for the cobbler .. she put forks in Here and napkins. Wow she's the best .. I grab a water bottle too. While I'm eating I look at Jay who is sleeping really good . I think well when am I gonna tell him..... I'll be back at work and school tomorrow. I have class at 10 am. Till 2 pm .. then I have to be at the restaurant from 3pm till 7 pm .. then I work 9 pm till 3 am.. I'll get home about 4 am .. and Jay will leave for work at 7am .. and it will be like this till I leave for Italy . It's at crazy busy life. But it's gonna pay off one day . I just know it .. after I eat I lay down but I couldn't sleep if I was drugged . My mind is going crazy. I'm so scared Jay is gonna fight me about leaving . I decide to watch a movie .. two hours later Rick pulls over for gas . And I have to get out of this van . I need coffee and a bathroom . Jay wakes when the van stops . I tell him I have to go pee. He slips on his shoes and follows me. Jay loves candy so when I come out the bathroom I'm not even surprised to see him stocking up . I find the coffee stand but ewwww no . Rick says we see going to eat some lunch .. we pull up to a sandwich place .. we sit down and look at the menu .. it's an up scale sandwich place .. it's all kinds of soups and wonderful breads .. yum . I decided to get the soup in a bread bowl . Look good on the menu .. ruck and mom have went off to the restrooms Jay looks at me and says hey u feeling OK baby ? Yes ,I'm fine . I say . He's says come here and pulls me closer to him.. after we are all stuffed. It was so good . We are off for at least another 4 hours of driving . When we get in the van Jay pulls me under the blanket and is kissing my neck he says I love u baby . I say I love you too. . He says I can't shake the feeling somethings wrong. .ur acting difference. What's going on with you baby ?
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Right Kind Of Wrong
RomanceThe story of a young girl who is desperate to make a life of her own she needs to get away from her family .she isn't like them at all. The struggle of every day life has almost become unbareable ,until he arrives ...
