Right Kind Of Wrong

hot summer nights ..

Jay and I have been a part for over 2 months . And I've spent a lot of this time at Zare house , I babysit a lot and clean her house a lot I need to make the money to buy my senior packs .. and at night I've been getting to know Matt .. no we haven't done anything .. we make out a lot and we talk a lot .. but he lives a lil distance from me and we only see each other out here at Zare house .. I'm not really brave enough to bring him to my house yet .. and besides we aren't in a relationship. .we just hang out and make out some times ..Jay has been mia. For a while now .. I see pics on fb sometimes but haven't seen him in person sense I turned down casual sex.. I'm at Zare house for the weekend again .. she's packing her over night bag. I'm sitting at her vanity. It's early Friday morning they have to leave in a lil bit they are going to a cabin for the weekend. She's telling all bout this cabin apparently Jays grandpa owns it and the family shares it threw out the year. . Awesome. She tells me to come to her bathroom so she can apply makeup. I sit on her tub watching her . And talking, she ask how are things with Matt. Good. We are just friends i say she gives me the eyes in the mirror. OK friends who make out .. .I whisper .. she says I do not blame you he is gorgeous girl! .we laugh .. she ask about Jay .. I haven't seen or heard from him in a long time .. I hope he's OK I say ... she says he's OK. I saw him yesterday at dad's house .. he was eating two sandwiches. . I know right that boy can eat a lot !! She smiles . Don't go there ..i say she laughs .. how far did yall go...she ask .. we went there .. I never did ..u know .. she laughs ..why not .. cuz imma tard. I announce. . She is laughing. Have u ever ..NO! Jay is the only guy I've ever had sex with. Really? Yes .I say .. cool .. she pulls two huge bags of clothes out her closet and says u go threw these this weekend. . It's urs. If u want them .. I cleaned out my sec.closet .. I laugh .she has three closets of clothes .. and she always gives me such nice stuff.. thanks I say. We walk to the loving room and they begin to pack the suv .. an hour later I'm sitting on the couch watching sponge Bob with the boys and I go threw these clothes Zare gave me .. such cute stuff. I'm here alone today with the kids .. I text Matt but he's busy today says he really wants to see me tonight tho ....yay . The boys fell a sleep so I slip away for a quick shower . And put out a cute outfit Zare gave me in those bags. I have it in the dryer to knock the wrinkles out .. when I get out the shower I wrap a towel around me and run for the laundry room. When I'm coming back threw I see someone at the front door ,the door is Glass the bell go's off and I run to the door so they don't do it again .I open the door and there stands JAY wth? I step back so he can walk in .. he's looking in my eyes , then lowers his eyes .. you always run around my uncles house naked .. he ask .. hello Jason . I say . I figure it's high time I stop calling him Jay we are not friends or together or enimis .. I'm not even sure what we are .. he looks at me like I just punched him in the stomach ..he looks so dam good . He's got on some dickies black shorts, converse shoes, and a white wife beater .. his hair is down .. he looks like he just had a shower and smell really good . Where is everyone? He ask . It's just me and the boys this weekend. They went to stay at the cabin.. I say as I'm walking off .. I need to get dressed .I walk in his aunts room and shut the door . I'm drying off when he walks in. I put the towel around me again and ask can I help u ? Very sarcastic. He says I mean if you really want to u can .. he's laughing. I smile .no Can do .I reply .. he says you can u just don't want me .. as he sits down on the bed .. well I can see he's not going anywhere and I have to get dressed so I can go watch the boys .. I drop the towel and grab my white panties , I put then on he's watching very intensely put my white demi cup bra on, I pick up my khaki Capri pants up and he's steps up to me. .. he says u can stop there... in a seductive way .. I giggle. How have you been Jay ?as I'm putting on my pants . I pick up my white baby doll shirt and lift it over my head I love this look it's cute .. I slip my feet into some cute Sandels and start to Brush my hair .. he says I'm OK I guess trying to figure out my life . He says .. I look at him . I'm waiting for himto say something bad ...