Right Kind Of Wrong

I have my reasons

I've gotten all my clothes together and put them in the washer. I've cleaned house and even cooked dinner. Jay has been outside with a friend for a while now they were playing basket ball or just being dudes .. I don't even know. I've been Uber busy .. I made spaghetti for dinner and I'm putting it on the table when they come in. Jays face is all red and his hair is drenched in sweat. Wow he looks like my dreams come to life .. I can't stare I keep telling myself ,I don't wanna embarrass him in front of his friend. The guy I met the first day Jay and Rick moved in. I haven't seen him sense that day. But he's been here few hours ,him and Jay seem close. I ask him to please stay for dinner he smiles at me and says yes thanks .. I like him. Rick comes in and says yes!! Dinner I'm starving. .. we all laugh . Ty says I hear ur the best chef Melanie. .. I'm OK. I've got a lot to learn .. I tell him. He smiles . We all sit down and start eating the two guys are shoveling it down .. an hour later we are telling Ty bye. He says Thank you for dinner like 10 times and hugs me twice .. wow he's so sweet. Jay tells him OK OK. That's mine .. like the ownership papers have been signed. I laugh and walk to my room so they can say there good byes .. about 20 mins later Jay joins me and sissy in our room. He says he's gonna shower .. I have all sorts of images flash threw my mind , can I take pics I ask ? He looks at me with his eye brow raised .. but then laughs at me .. he's gone . Sissy is writing on paper while I finish my homework this paper is kicking my ass. I can't figure it out. I've been sorta out of sorts today for some reason . I can't figure that out either. I'm like agitated. . I just don't know why. .. when Jay returns he's wearing some sleep britches like those plaid things. They are hanging off his hips and his undies are showing they are black .. his hair is wet again . I love his hair wet. Yum .. he's standing in my mirror brushing his hair. Then he puts on deodorant sprays that panty dropping cologne on and seems real satisfied. . I'm staring .. he turns around and looks at me like what ?I shake my head ,nothing .. he wants to say something but looks at my baby girl in front of me and he just walks away .. he comes back a few mins later with a bottle pepsi, a Dr pepper , and sissy a cup .. sissy sips her cup and say abble duice ,,aka apple juice ... I look at him as he hands me the Pepsi .. he has his question face on.. I shake my head again nothing. He squints his eyes at .. I think I'm being warned .. I laugh .. he sits down on the bed and then lays behind me ,his hand on my back .. sissy in my lap .. I think to myself can I just keep u here with me tonight sissy. Ull save me right . I tickle her tummy and she giggles .. she did sleep for a long time so maybe she will stay up late.. I've finish my homework and sissy is playing catch with Jay. They have a small blue ball .. Jay looks at me and says I have blue ball.... I throw my house shoe at him .. he catches it with out effort .. I say well them Lil bitches. Was eye fucking the hell out ya today. U should have gotten there numbers.. oh I did ..he says with no hesitation. . I throw my other shoe even harder this time but completely miss him. He's laughing .. I storm out my room !! Later that night I fall a sleep on the couch with sissy watching frozen .. Jay wakes me saying will u come to bed with me please .. I sit up and try to figure out what yr.it is .. I walk to the kitchen where I find my sister. Hey get sissy I'm going to bed I tell her .. she winks at me .. I laugh .. I've got a Starbucks Frappuccino in my hand store bought .. not as good as fresh but it will do .. when I enter my bed room .. he is coming in behind me he was in the bathroom I guess .. I light a cig and drink my coffee. . My phone buzzes and I answer it it's Tammie. We talk for 20 mins Jay is laying in the bed watching my every move .. when I hang up he says gossip much and laughs. . I turn to him and say if u don't like there is a whole big o couch in there.. I smile in my smart ass way.. he says dam night three and ur already putting me on the couch ... in his smart ass tone . I lunge at him he of course catches me in mid air .. I for some real reason wanted to hit him .. not sure why ... he rolls over on top of me and says why u mad at me in a pouty voice. He knows. .. I shrug.. and says does this have to do with the girls today. . I think hes talking about my nieces for some reason so I give him my confused as fuck look . The whores as you called them when u were talking to ur friend ... NO!!