When we get home I'm telling Jay I have to go shopping tomorrow with Tammie . it's Friday and he's ask me to go to a movie with him later .. he ask what do I wanna see , I ask him Jay did u hear me ? I ask . He say yes I did ,but I don't want you to go ... he says I say why not ? He says cuz you've been so dam busy with school and babysitting every weekend pretty much none stop for weeks .. I'd really like it if you spend one weekend with me . As he's rubbing my back .. oh I see .. I say as I walk away .he says Melanie please let's. It make this a fight too .. I've walked to my room to put down my bags I need a shower and clean clothes if we are going out tonight .. he's standing in the door way holding the top of the door frame as he does sometimes it's hot .. I look up at him and say Jay I wasn't Makin it a fight. I just really need to go shopping with Tam tomorrow. He says why is it so important that u go tomorrow? I'm thinking cuz prom is in two weeks !! But I don't say it out loud cuz well he's not even ask me .. I guess as a teenager I just always imagined being asked to prom .. didn't ever in my wildest dreams think I'd be living with a guy at this age or have the kinda issues I have with Said guy!!! I'm 17 !!! Oh wow I'll be 18 very soon !!! I wanna be out this house at 18. No more watching people get high and other stupid shit!! But that seems so future fairy tale at this point. I don't even have a job .. Jay is waiting on his answer .. she ask me to go ,I haven't spent time with her in a while , I shrug .. he says yeah seems like u haven't had time for anyone .. Jay I don't wanna fight please . I say to him as I'm digging clothes out the closet .. he says I don't either . But I'm trying to understand. . Jay I love you and I wanna spend time with you tonight and tomorrow I spend time with her and tomorrow night I'll have sissy . Then Sunday I have a paper to write which will take me about 4 hours .. I've got my schedule. He says oh thanks for penciling me in . I jump to my feet from the bottom of my closet where I was getting shoes. And say OK apparently u DO wanna fight . I'm sick of you bitching at me because I have a fucking life !!! I have school and friends and family . If you have a problem with that then don't date high school girls!!! Jay is 19 yrs old .. and I'm 17 . Not much difference but he's been out of school for a while now .. and he just don't get it .. he says it's not that u r in high school it's that u have to many things u get ur self involved in .. I've always been involved in a lot . I'm keeping my self out of this house and my mind off the situation! ! He says I'm a situation now .. I thought I was ur boyfriend! NO!! Not you Jay my mom and this house ! You know I hate being here .. he says I thought I was making things better for you . You have Jay ! I say . But we do fight a lot . .. he says yes we do .. I'm trying Jay I am .. I go there with these fights then I back down every single time why ? Why do i allow my fear to get the best of me , or is it that I just don't have the energy to fight ? Idk.. he says me too !! He says come here he say he sits down on the bed and sits me on his lap . He hugs me tight to him and says if ur too tired we can stay home .. no ! I wanna go out ..we haven't in so long ... he says OK .. I take a shower and get ready .. when I'm ready he says you wanna go to the theater or drive inn .. it don't matter to me either one is fine . He gives me the look . OK the threater. We stop to eat at steak and shake .. we run into 10 friends of mine from school . We talk to them for a while ,we eat ,then off to the movie . When we walk in I see Sam and a girl !!! I don't recall him telling me about a date or a GIRL. I walk up to the counter Sam is standing next to me .. he turns and looks like he saw a ghost .. I smile at him. Not saying a word . He says hey boo.. I say hey Sammie .. this girl is looking like WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU ,CALLING HIM SAMMIE ?? I smile at her . Sam says Erica this is my best friend Melanie the one I was telling u about .. I say hi .. she says I hear about u none stop .. she laughs .. Jay is right behind me .. I say that's funny I haven't heard anything about you , I look at Sam . He looks at the floor .. I'll talk to you later Sammie .. I say,, it's more of a threat..... I walk away .
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Right Kind Of Wrong
RomanceThe story of a young girl who is desperate to make a life of her own she needs to get away from her family .she isn't like them at all. The struggle of every day life has almost become unbareable ,until he arrives ...
