Right Kind Of Wrong

too many questions!

How did u get in my room? Jay says. Ur other friend ,I look at the foot of my bed tosha is gone. Where is tosha ? She left about 10 mins ago he says . WHAT ? she left. I look at Tam who has finally untangled her self from around me and is currently smoking one of my cigs. Tam looks confused. Idk. I didn't talk to her this morning. I was too busy spooning with u my love. She pinch my cheek. I laugh . Jay says. Seems that's everyone's agenda .. as he walks toward the door .. shit. Is he mad AGAIN I look at Tam with my uh oh face. She looks confused. I say come on let's go make some breakfast. She agrees ! I've made pancakes ,my own secret recipe! They are the best if I do say so my self. Jay seems very pleased with his stack of 6 pancakes covered in caramel syrup and bananas. .. he hasn't even come up for air. Lol. When he is finished he walks to the couch and starts moaning. I look in the living room concerned. He says YOU CAN NOT KEEP COOKING LIKE THAT. He has his pain face on .. but smiles really big. If u keep cooking like that I'm gonna be 600lbs sitting on this couch with a holey t shirt and pit stains. I laugh . I'll take his compliment! ! I think that's what that was. He kicks back in the recliner . I turn on the music and get to cleaning up the disaster we all made last night. I have to get the house prepared for tornado layla. My sisters friend I agreed to watch her daughter in exchange for borrowing her clothes . Which I'm pretty pleased with the effect they had on a certain someone ... three hours later the house is back to perfect and the phone is ringing. Miss tornado layla will be here in about 2 hours. I need a shower . Tammie info me about now that she has to go see if tosha made it home OK . Ummm no u do not. I snatched Tam into my bedroom shut the door and inform her she CANNOT LEAVE ALONE WITH MR.SMELLS LIKE I CAN NOT CONTROL MY HORMONES. Tammie is laughing seriously hard at me .. no no no!! I yell at her in very hushed tones so that HE can't hear me. Besides I have to get a shower now and you have to stay !! Tam says I'll stay till u are covered in clothes up to Ur neck . She laughs. OK. I agree . An hour later I'm clean and in my sweat pants and two tank tops layered ,socks and hair in huge bun on top my head. I look comfy. I'm so not gonna change who I am at home for mr.smells so dam good I get dizzy . Tammie says Mel I have to go. We do the same thing we always do when she leaves. I tell her to make good choices ,and she tells me to make bad ones. We laugh . And Jay smiles so big. . When I shut the door and slowly turn around. To my surprise he's not there anymore the dam boy appears and disappears so fast. Makes my head spin .. I walk down the hall hoping to get to my room with out being snatched out of reality again. I hear the shower going. Hmm Jay in the shower ,soaking wet ,hot steamy water .. oh no no no. I can not think of him like that. Seriously why am I all the sudden acting like some hormonal crazed freak with out her leash. .. I blame Tammie. And HIM. This can't be my fault .I mean I've always been able to say no ! I've never met a guy who effected me so profoundly! !! I'm scared . Scared I will not be able to say no if he tried .. would I be able to get up and walk away? Oh lord .i hear the door bell. .. yay !! Layla .. help me !! This little girl is all curly blonde hair 3 yrs.old miss diva .. I take layla by the hand and wave by to her mommy. When I turn around j j Jay is standing in the living room in a pair of gray sweat pant material shorts that are hanging off his hips. Well half his ass Is hanging out .. nice ass. But still put some clothes on boy. Please ... he looks at layla and says hi Lil one. She's no where near as impressed with Jay as I am .. she gives him a bite me look and runs threw the kitchen screaming. I look at Jay and say. Tornado layla is on the scene be afraid very afraid.