Right Kind Of Wrong

public affairs

Jay walks up to the merry-go-round and says we need to talk .. I say I'd rather not . I stand and take his hand he follows me . I walk us way in the back of the park.. there is nothing but woods back here ..and us .. I take his jacket off him and lay it down on the ground. I lay down on it and pull him on top of me .. he starts kissing me very slowly , he pulls my shirt up slightly and rubs my belly . While kissing me he says I love you . I say I love you too with tears rolling down into my ears .. I pull his shirt over his head . And he whispers ..every time .. I say huh ..he whispers u never ever want me to wear a shirt ..he's smiling .. I say no I don't , I want to feel ur skin .. he is kissing me way harder now. I unbuttoned his pants . He whispers u want me ? I shake my head yes. He says do u ? Yes I do jay . He sits up on his knees in front of me and pulls my pants off. He lays down on top of me and is there very quick. It's unbelievable! ! I look up and can see the moon pouring light threw the trees .. Erie but very sexy. I can feel jay in my soul .. this isn't just sex. This is on another level I can't describe. He's making love to me .he's holding me and he's with me .really with me . I feel the tears pour .. I'm so in love with him. And I almost allowed my immaturity to cause me to lose this .. never again .. when jay and I are in his car on the way home.. he is holding my hand he lifts it to his mouth and kisses the back if my hand .. we get home and jump in the shower. Third or forth one for me today I think . But we have dirt on us .. jay is washing my hair. He says in my ear from behind me. I know u didn't do anything with him. I shake my head no.. he says I'm sry I freaked out and didn't believe u.. I just stand there .. he reaches around the front of me and begins rubbing me there .. I lay my head back against his shoulder. . He says mine .. this circle motion he's doing around it .. is almost unbearable the same motion he makes with his tongue .. I'm losing myself to that dark place ... he knows .. and steps up his game .. it's happening! ! It's happening again. And I've lost all sense of control. I'm holding my hands to my chest and panting so hard .. he runs his other hand under under my boobs and holds me tight so I don't fall. Because I felt my legs give out. ... after we are clean we get out and he wraps a Towel around me .. I walk to the bedroom .. he shuts the door and turns off the light . He removed the towel and lays me down in the bed . He's kissing up my thigh and I am right back to the dark place he takes me .. he crawls up to my face kissing all the way. He's hovering over me one hand on the bed next to my face and the other rubbing up my side .. he whispers in his most seductive dark sexy voice ... you want more ? I shake my head yes . He says answer me . In the same voice and I think I just convulsed !!! I say yes out loud .. he kisses my chest and begins suckling my boobs. I'm lost ..done! He has me right where he wants me .and he knows it . He says Melanie sit up . I sit up immediately. . He sits me on his lap facing him. My ass is on the bed tho with my legs over his he kisses me while taking my hand and placing it around his member .. I know what to do .. he leans his head back and makes this sound . It's like this ragged rush of air .. I kiss his neck and his chest . He's breathing really hard .. and his hands are holding me so tight .. he reaches down all the sudden and puts my other hand on top of it . And I feel this liquid it's temp hot .. like 98.6 .. I'm in shock . He's lays all the way back .. I'm now holding this in my hand ..it's very thin .. like water .. I've seen it before . It's normally very thick .. I'm confused a bit .. but I get off the bed and wipe this on a towel . I walk to the bathroom and wash my hands .. I guess I deserve that , he did have blood on his hands . Sex is gross . I go back to our room and crawl on the bed he says I love you .. I love you too. .