Right Kind Of Wrong

maturity is embarrassing

While I'm walking threw the art museum, Tammie text me : hey Mel I just made us both an appointment at the health department! ! We are all set for Friday 1:00pm. . .. me : thanks girl!! Glad we are gonna go get this over with .. tam: no problem! I know how you are lol. So I'm gonna make sure that I'm there holding ur hand. Me : awww boo Thang .. love ya. I'll see ya when I get back to the school .. we are having lunch outside the museum I have about 8 people sitting around me. We have been eating and laughing when this girl comes up and ask me if I'm Melanie. I say yes... she says are u dating Jason rykard ? Umm yes I am. So is my friend . Actually she has been dating him for like a year ! She sees my phone in my hand. Can I send u a friend request ? OK ! She says can I see ur phone . Sure .. a few min later she has sent said request. And walks away. My friends all stand up we are being called to the buses .. as I'm sitting on the bus I get several notifications from fb.. this chick's sent me pics of Jay and his ex .. and screen shots of comments on both of there accounts .. I'm crushed. Is he still seeing her ? What's this all about. I send his ex a friend request! ! She hasn't excepted tho. I ask the chick blowing up my fb.. what she knows ? She says I know that he broke up with her like 5 mons ago .. but has kept in touch. But I saw on his page that u two were dating .so I just wanted u to know u are being played hard !! And he's a dick so I think he should get what's coming to him .. I just say OK thank you . The rest of the day I've looked threw everything on every ones page !!! I didn't find anything tho. But still don't mean this isn't gonna be something later. .. when I walk in the door from school I've told Tammie everything on our walk home .. she is in shock. But tries to get me to calm down and what's me to see that maybe this bitch is lying or just wrong .. we sit down with our drinks we just made and we talk for a few mins .. Jay is calling me .. Tam says answer him. So I do. Hey baby are u home ? Yes , how was ur day ? It wasn't so good Jay !! I say. . Why not baby? Well I think that can wait till u get home .i say .. why ?what happen ? Nothing Jay . Melanie are u OK ?? Yes I'm OK .. OK baby I'll see u soon. I love you he says. I love you too . I say with tears in my eyes. I tell him I gotta go .. I DO NOT WANT HIM TO KNOW IM CRYING .. this is such bullshit. I tell Tam to come on I have to get changed she looks at and says umm are we putting on our kick his ass clothes and laughs. Yes !! Later I'm changed into some seriously cute cotton Capri sweat pant type things and two tank tops .. I've pulled my hair up on top of my head in a huge bun .. I'm cleaning house .. Tam has left , I decided on soup and sandwiches for dinner. Comfort food ... when Jay walks in the door he looks like he's confused and worried. He pulls me into his arms and says hey baby what's wrong. I guess the artic glare I gave him said I'm none too happy with u .. I tell him what happen. I tell him I saw the comments . He hasn't said anything . He's sitting at the dinner table while I'm preparing dinner . I'm going on and on about all this .. I stop talking and ask him .. Jay are u still seeing her ?????? He turns in his chair to face me , before his body was turn toward the table and he was peering at me from the corner of his eyes. That sexy as hell peer at me look but I only get this look when he's sad or mad ... he says we are still friends on fb. And her dad works for my grandfather. So I've seen her a few times at the office. I'm not with her tho. Hey remember that day I asked u to be solely mine. Yes I meant I would be solely urs too Melanie. . I have not cheated on you . And I'm not going to . But I have friends that I dated before as you do too. . He's now looking at me like any other questions. . I place dinner on the table and sit down .. he pulls my chair over closer to his. With me in it ... baby please let's trust each other ....