no longer the sanctuary

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After three hours of moving all Jays stuff in to my room it's a huge mess ,but I'm tired I wanna go to bed . The bed I will now share with my boyfriend. I forsee this taking thing to a different level. ... I walk to my mom's room I need the reassurance that I'm really pose to go to bed with Jay ... my mom looks at me like it's totally ur call.. I say mom are u sure about this. Really? Yes Melanie go to bed with ur man.. she just said that to me . Wth? I feel as tho I've entered an alternate universe ... good night . As I'm walking to my room Dee says do it !!! And laughs. I flip her off.. I walk in my room Jay is on my bed .. our bed ... oh lord.. I shut the door and crawl into the bed. .. Jay says u look so sleepy baby ,he go's to the wall and turns off the light. Crawls into bed with me .... he's spooning behind me and says I love you so much baby. I say I love you too. And he's wrapped around me so tight. It's warm and comfortable. We fall a sleep . When I wake up at 9:39 am. Jay is sleeping so good. He looks so good . He smells soooo good. Oh wow. So that happen. . I lay there thinking for a good hour. . Jay hasn't moved . He's out . So I think maybe I can slip out ,I need to pee and find something to drink. Ha ! It worked. He didn't wake up ! I sneak out my room. I go to the bathroom and then to the kitchen where I find a crowd of people cooking breakfast and sitting around the dining table. They all look at me like I just won the fucking lottery !! I spot Tammie first. She is looking at me like do u have a death wish ??? I make my self a cup of coffee. So thankful it was already made. . I sit at the table with Tam , dee, the kids , my older sister ,and her man .. they are still looking at me WHAT? They all laugh .. no filter Dee says right in front of Rick. So do we have to ask Jay to see the platinum card now. I mean he's the card holder now right. . I die.. NO !! I still have it. . Rick looks at us all and is semi confused .. I'm sure he knows they are asking did I finally give it up .. but still the card reference is lost on him . So my stupid brother in law says to Rick ur son didn't deflower her yet .. Rick just died . Yep he just shakes his head. I say .. hey I'll let yall know when we need to throw a back yard hootnanny to celebrate the event in my life. OK ! I feel his arm wrap around my shoulders as he's laughing pretty hard. Not Darth Vader on a ventilater but close. . He kisses the top of my head. And makes him self a glass of dr. Pepper .. when he returns to the table he pulls me up out the chair and sits down puts me on his lap because there are no more sits available. .Rick makes me a plate and sets it in front of me it's a omelet, breakfast potatoes, and fruit in a small bowl it looks so good I'm starving ! Rick hands a plate to Tam . The others make there own plates. Rick ask Jay did he wanna eat now. .. Jay looks at me and says I'll just share with Melanie .. I smile .. but I'm thinking in my head u gone be hungry dude. I cut the omelet and Jay opens his mouth .. I see his tongue and have switch position on his lap. I'm literally squirming over seeing his tongue . I'm losing it .. I continue to feed Jay and my self .. every one is watching us . Tam winks at me .. I smile . Cuz I'm genuinely happy .. who knew. It took us three or four hours to organize our room . It's packed but I guess we will manage ... my sister and her kids are sleeping in Jays bed but as long as he's in mine I'm OK !!!!

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