Right Kind Of Wrong

I'll destroy you !

Marks telling me he set my karaoke machine up I laugh.. I'm standing about 4 ft. Away from Jay on the patio .. he hasn't said one word to me .. I'm not gonna let this lesson pass with out Jay getting a perfect 100 .. bet ! He's still talking to his ex fling while I'm stand right here !! But told me not to interact with matt. Oh no no .Lil shit! no double standard here big guy . So yes I'm gonna cause so major ruffled feathers up in herrrr. Yep yep .. OK plan a .. find Matt ! I don't see him as I scan the yard . Dam where is he ? I decide fuck it I'll sing .. I ask Jen if she wants to sin with me she can actually carry a tune .. won't make me look horrible .. lol. I go looks at the songs .. mark says u can blue tooth ur phone to it and it will play ur songs. Oh snap!! Yes I got this .. I set it all up and hit play .. the words are on display screen. It's chains... yes I can do this song well !! And my dance for this is super strong ! Yelp yelp .. Jay looks over at me . And I've spotted matt .. he's watching too. But imma focus on him during this act . So I have to make sure to keep his attention. . Easy ! Bridget is front and center and says ohhhh hell yea.. I laugh at her as I'm Givin this dance some serious love .. next song. earned it ! .. oh yes baby .. I'm working this song ...looking at matt like hes ice water on dessert sand .. and I run my hand under Bridget chin and sing to her .. she fanning her self .. I know sweetie .. I know .. I'm so certain to turn around so matt can see the back of my top it's cute. ...when I turn around matt is rubbing his face ...he looks like oh shit ... I think that boy is sweating ...I finally look over at Jay his back is to me still talking to that bitch. .. the song what now comes on. Oh shit.. I got this one too... Jen leaves me .. I kept going ... I give this song some serious love ... when I'm done ... I walk in the house . And here comes matt.. he stands at the door . There is like 4 other people in the kitchen .. matt says you wanna see us fight again? We all look up at him .. I say huh.. he says u heard me .. I laugh .. he says have you ever thought about anyone but ur self ... I look at him and say u scared ? He says no ! But I do have feelings. .. I say what's that mean ? He says you gotta stop . I say what did I do .. he says Melanie u can't keep using me to piss him off .. when things ain't going ur way .. then keep running back to him .. I look around making sure Jay isn't .. I say who says I'm using you .. he says I do .. maybe I'm not I say. .. maybe I'm confused .. well captain obvious he says .... I look at the floor .. he says until u figure ur self out leave me out of ur games Melanie . He walks back outside .. zare says Melanie , I turn around .she's been behind me the whole time .. I walk to her room she follows me .. she shut the door .. mel.. what are u doing ? Seriously? Do u have feelings for Matt .. NO!! I love Jay zare .. I tell her .. then stop playing that boy .. she says .. OK .. I turn to the mirror. . I look at my self. I'm just lost .. I need to go home .. I stand up and walk out of her room I walk out side and Matt is at the mic. . Wth? He's singing levels .. oh shit and he's good .. really good ... I stand there in shock .. every one here is watching even Jay ..and his ex fling .. wow ! He's so dam fine and sings well . Very well ... wow .. when the song was over we all clap .. even Jays ex .. lol .. baaahaa . Too funny . Jay walks in the house .. I turn to Jen who is next to me she fans her face. She says girl u can have ur fucking pick of those two very sexy gorgeous guys . Whatcha gonna do girl .. they are both a gem .. good luck . I look at her ,no I don't have my pic .. I love Jay . It's not even like that . U says maybe u wanna tell Jay that then .. yeah. I say .. she walks off .. ahhhhhh . What is up with these people tonight. What did I do really . I stood up for my rights . I have a right to wear whatever I dam well please .. ughhhjn. I'm so over being wrong all the time .. fuck this .. I walk in the house as Jay is walking out . He didn't even speak to me .. wtf? Yeah I'm done .. I walk to my room .. and pick up my purse and light a cig.. I pack my stuff .. I'm going home .about 30 mins later Andrea has pick me up .. I left without a word .. she's telling me I have to baby sit Sunday morning for her coming to get me I agree. When I get home ..I unlock the door to this very empty house .. I decide to change clothes and make myself some coffee.... Jay text me Jay : where are you . I haven't seen u in over an hour .. me : I'm gone I really did leave ..I couldn't stand to watch u talk to the ex fuck.. u wanna play games .. jay: you started the game .. I just want you to see I'm better at them , been playing longer then you ... me : OK . I'm done playing . Jay : I'll be home soon . Me : don't bother I won't be home .. Jay : don't leave Melanie I mean it