Right Kind Of Wrong

what no way never in a million yrs

Well the next day was not my best . I was sick , ugh. Jay wake me this morning ,he said what's going on Melanie , I'm done from last night and can't even figure out what he's asking me this for at 6:30 am .. huh? I ask .he says you never get that shit faced.. u were gone last night . Oh ! I say.. no I was just having fun. I sit up and wait for my bed to stop moving .. the water just seem to be waves in my stomach .. Jay gives me his I know look . Melanie what caused u to drink like that ? What's wrong ? He ask ... I look at him mad ..Jay not every drink i take has to mean I'm having some subconscious break down .. I wanted to drink and I did . Stop annilizing my life .. fuck him ! I get out of. Ed and walk to the kitchen Rick hands me coffee yes. I need you right now. Coffee u always have my back . Three cups in and Jay has kiss me by and left for work.. I go back to bed .. when I wake it's 11:00 am. Oh fuck me !!!! I've missed my class .. and I have to be at the restaurant again today at 3:00.. and work 9pm .. well, that's the first class I've missed and we can miss 4 . So I'm OK I guess . My head is better and I don't feel sick or that the room is spinning I'm not drinking ever again ...by 1:00 I'm as ready as I'm getting for now . I'm in Capri blue jeans and two tanks layered .. and I've got my slip on keds.. this will have to do . I've showered and blow dried my hair which is firmly on top my head in a huge pony tail. . I pick up my purse and walk out the door. . I'm sitting at a BBQ joint down the street from the restaurant I work at for free . And get the experience I need .. oh yay!! Ugh I'm not in the best of moods , this BBQ is awesome tho .. I love the restaurants downtown! And the atmosphere too. The hustle and bustle of it all. My phone buzzes and it's Jay calling me . Hey baby how are you ? I'm OK. I'm eating some BBQ before I go to work .. I say . Oh OK. Well I was just gonna let you know that dad is gonna bring to get my car ,I left it at the bar last night so I could drive u home . I'll be at the bar around 7 ,if u wanna grab some dinner before u start work tonight .. he says . OK sounds good . I'll meet u there.. Jay says hey baby u really OK .? Yeah I'm good. I say .. he says OK I love you . I love you too. .. an hour later I'm washing dishes .. like I need experience in this field .. . The restaurant is packed today ,I think there is a red birds game or something. .idk.... I'm definitely not a sports fan .. but im.glad to stay back here .. I don't wanna mingle with the upper class today. I don't look up for that part .. kammie text me .. kammie : ur boy is in town today and tonight night I think he's gonna do beale street tonight. ..hehe would be nice if we saw him ! Lol. Love ya boo hope u feel bEtter today. Me: kammie ur a trip thanks for taking care of me and yep I'm all good today just don't let me DRINK lmao . See ya soon .. my boss chef Jeff calls my name and says I need u at the bar hun. Oh yuk. I don't even wanna see liquor! But I like this job. And the credits I get . I walk up to the bar and I see three guys sitting there . I walk up and ask what'll bee gentle men ? And I think I've just swollowed my tongue !!! Holy shit. He's sitting right there right in front of my face I'm shaking .. oh wow ..it's a famous guy I've had a crush on for some time now and I can't feel my face .. he smiles up at me and I can't move .. he says I'll have a dr.pepper please . The two other guys says they want jack and coke .. I think .. I turn to the wall of liquor and pep talk myself till I can breath again . I've had to teach myself not to have major fear moments sense i met Jay . I can do this . He's human just like me . Hell I'm gonna get to watch him drink a dr.pepper. I giggle at myself . I'm funny .. I place the drink on the bar and wipe it down on my side with a rag . He's looking at me . Say something u numb nut .. umm can I get u anything else I ask . He says ur number .. I blush like a million shades . I laugh a Lil . He's smiling too. I say you don't have a concert here tonight what are you doing in Memphis? He says who says I don't have a concert here tonight , they are setting up the stage now .. he says .. really?? I Said that just a little to eagerly! He says nah I'm just kidding u. I show him my sad lip. He laughs .. you a fan? He ask ..yes ! I say .. he says show me ur play list .. I pull out my phone and give it to him .. a few minutes later he hands me my phone back . He says so you are a fan .. yes ... I'm shy at this point . He's had my phone .. he touched my phone . And my hand .. he says seriously what are your plans this evening . I have to work at my other job... he says can I come there and stalk u .. sure i say . All too egar... he's says tell me where and I'll be there .. coyote ugly I say. He raises his eye brows . They have one here ? He ask .. yes sir .. just up the street . What's ur name sweetheart he ask.. Melanie ...he says I'll see you tonight ...bye pretty girl . I wave him off . Bye .