Right Kind Of Wrong

pathetic psycho

This teacher is about to piss me off !!! Ugh I hate when the dam teacher has no clue either so we all look like morons. 6 mins left in this class and I can head to the gym for the talent show sign ups !! I have decided what I'm gonna sing .. the bell rings and I go to my locker , Sam walks up and says hey ! Oh hey Sam. I'm headed to the gym ..walk with me ? Of course . Sam and I are running around on the stage throwing foam balls at each other when mrs. Clay walks in ..now now children. Her Lil pets have set up a table and now have stacks of forms u must fill out and have parents fill out. I sign the sheet for tryouts and then take the 4 sheets of paper, I place them in my bag and hug mrs.clay . She's the best drama teacher ever. I've taken her class two yrs. Now. She ask me if I have the song I want to perform this yr. Yes ma'am! And. I can't say yet . I say shyly. OK she says. ... Sam is hitting on some girl. When I lift my bag and head toward the door . He comes running over and pulls my hair. Gentle tho. Hey . I have to get on home now I tell him as we exit the door to the front of our school. I live two streets over from our school and have been walking to and from for well as long as I can remember. I could walk this path blindfolded .. I'll walk u home Sam says. OK. We set out on our journey, Sam says so how are things going for u. U doing ok? Yes I'm fine. I just been busy with babysitting and studying. . How are things with him ... I smile . OK I can see . Sam says. I don't need to say much ,so I ask him how's the new job ? It's great ! I only work 4 days a week but it's on money. He says. That's awesome Sam . Yeah I've been keeping a friend's two kids most days of the week before school she drops them off .. and then I walk them to school then they walk home with me the mom picks them up around 6 pm . So it sorta OK money. And then I keep my nephews, and Layla. So it a steady small stream of money. So I can buy my own cig and makeup. Lol. Keeps me busy tho . Sam and I have reached my house and he turns to me and says so can I know what song ur gonna sing ? With his I'm ur best guy friend face on. I've narrowed it down I'm either gonna sing one by Kate voegal or Adele .. that's all ur getting outta me. I say. But sorta push him playfully. OK I've gotta get in here I've got choirs and homework sense I don't babysit tonight the rest if this week is booked. I laugh. OK then he hugs me like we always do. I see Jay pulling in the driveway over Sam's shoulder. He's home early. . Sam walks down the street toward his home ,and I turn to see Jays face . He seems sorts well not real happy. I walk to him and wrap my arms around him . He's not really hugging me back just sorta put his hand on my shoulder . I let go and walk to the door unlock it and go inside. Jay walks in and went straight to his room and shut the door. What's his deal today. I put away my stuff grab my ear buds and put them in my ears and walk back to the kitchen . All while wondering just what is wrong with Jay. We have been getting along great and even the make out sessions have been really good. .. we talk all the time and I think we are on the same page as far as were we are in this non relationship Thang .. I take out some pork chops and get busy preparing the pear glaze ,I wash the sweet potatoes. .still Jay hasn't come out his room. While everything is slow cooking. I get busy moving the dinner table and chairs. It's the day that I move all the furniture and sweep and mop under it all. As I'm sweeping it all toward the kitchen I see out the corner of my eye something move. I jump and see this dam MOUSE run out. !!!! I scream at the very top of my lungs and leap up on the counter top. I'm literally standing on the counter top screaming Jay walks in the kitchen looks at me and has his confused face on. What? He says. There is a mouse . I say. Breathless ... I'm terrified! ! He laughs at me and says where idk... he looks around .. opens the sliding glass door and sweeps the varmint out the back .. he locks the door back and closes the curtain turns to me walks over to the counter lifts me by my waist and throws me over his shoulder carried me to my room and lays me down on my bed ,crawls over the top of me and starts kissing me hard. Full on . On top of me . He looks me in the eyes and says we need to talk .. OK .I say. .. what do u have to do tonight before we can settle down and talk. Oh I have to clean ,cook, and home work. I say .. can u pencil me in at some point ? He says with a some what nasty sound. I'll try. I whisper ,trying to be cute. . He says u do that and crawls off me. Jay ? Jay? What he says. . What's wrong with you ? I ask .. nothing . He says dead pan ish .. wow. What is going on ? I'm thinking. .. he walks out my room .. I go check on dinner and put the dining room back together. I go back to my room and lay out my pj's.. then I put dinner on the table .. I yell to Jay to come eat .. he sits in the chair across from me . Not next to me per usual. I make plates and drinks , I sit down and begin to eat. Jay is more playing with the food than eating it. I ask , u don't like it ? He looks up at me with his smoldering hot as fuck look . I kinda went weak .. he says in his im.mad as hell voice ... I saw u today. He's got my attention! When I ask in my oh no shy voice. Lunch time at ur school. I immediately think what did I do at lunch today , he continues, you were outside in the back ,as to answer the question in my head , you were playing with a few guys throwing popcorn at them and them chasing u ... look like u were having fun . I'm serious as fuck right now about this.or so I'm thinking in my head.. You were spying on me ? I ask ? He said not exactly Melanie like that was stupid. ... I was coming to see u , I was sitting in my car is an the parking lot. When I saw u come out the door you were already playing chase with those boys. His voice is deep... you make it sound like I was on the dam play ground of 4th grade.