Right Kind Of Wrong

obsession is dangerous

After breakfast Jay and I take my new blanket and go lay on the couch together all curled around each .. I think about ricks words .. I think about how much I need Jay .how hollow I am when I'm not with him. And the amount of pure bliss when I'm with him. I ache when he's not touching me.. and there's not really ever a time that we are in the same area that we aren't touching each other in some way. And we have been having sex a lot !!!!!!! We fight a lot too .. but we have never hit each other or gotten violent. . We scream at each other and those moments get super heated !!! But I'm not sure if Jay would ever put his hands on me in that way. I turn to Jay and ask him .. have u ever hit a girl.. he looks down like he's the most a shamed guy a live .. and shakes his head yes.. I look at him in disbelief. . He says yeah she was pushing me and I snapped and hit her on the arm .. she started crying. I started crying I felt horrible, she was the cutest girl I'd ever seen . And I felt like my poor heart was gonna pop out my chest. .. then she told the teacher on me and I had to take a time out ..and they called my mom up to the school and when we got home home my mom spanked me and then had my dad lecture me for two hours .. he explained to me that Lil 6 yr. Old Mandy was just trying to tell me she liked me. The next day I kissed her and told her I was sry. He's laughing now ... I smack him ..he said hey I know u like me u don't have to hit me .. I smack him again . He's laughing !! .. no seriously baby I'd never ever hit u no matter what never I might shake the shit out ya . We both laugh .. I'm content again . We are spooning on the couch again he's rubbing my thigh .. he whispers I love you baby .. I smile .. I love you too.. his phone rings .. he picks up and says it's my aunt .. I try to get up and walk away but he's holds on to me tight and shakes his head .. they talk for about an hour.. the whole time he was talking he was rubbing my thigh ,arm, ass ,belly. . . When he hangs up he says my aunt wants to meet you .. she has invited us to come over next Saturday for a cookout.. I smile at him. He says they are very down to earth people baby I think u and my aunt will get along real well.. and I want you to meet my grandfather too ill see if we can go over there Sunday .. if that's OK with you ..he's nuzzling again. I laugh he will nuzzle me when he really wants something I've learn that about him ... I say of course. .. he's very happy now .. he says I'm glad we got to spend this whole day together just the two of us .. I needed to just lay here and hold u all day. .. he's such a sap.. but that's why I love him .. oh sappy boy. . I laugh .. we watch this movie for two hours .. and when it was over I look up to see Jay half a sleep .. he looks so dam sexy ! He catches me .. what baby he says in his Uber sexy groggy voice. .. I just smile .. I tell him u have no idea do u .. he straightens his head and looks at me .. what's that ? Ur daddy was right I'm obsessed with you. I think Ur the most gorgeous thing ever .. he smiles really big and pulls me to him. He whispers I think Ur the most beautiful girl in the world . We hug for like another hour.. Jay has been so sappy today. And sooooooo loving caressing kissing .. wow this boy can pour it on THICK. Makes u fall so hard .. he's loving on me so hard when my stomach growls loudly! ! And Jay laughs ... he says are u hungry baby .. no . I say. He says I am let's make some food .. I laugh .. we go to the kitchen. . After dinner I put in my ear buds and begin cleaning house. I'm seriously giving this mop all I got and singing my heart out .. love shedaisy .. when I look up and Jay is standing in the door way .. I smile . And continue this act .. till the house is spotless .. I need a shower ,i walk in our room and Jay is watching something on the tv.. I start putting out clothes to put on after my shower . I see the dress I bought and think to my self I hope it's warm enough Saturday I could wear that to meet his aunt.. I have a super cute pair of wedges that will go perfect with it .. when I've laid out my clothes to wear tonight ..to bed lol. We didn't do anything today and all we are gonna do is go to bed .. I've put out a pair of shorts and a t shirt bra and panties that match.. and socks. . When it lookup Jay has his come here face on. ... I walk over to him ,he's sitting on the end of the bed . I pull him to me and hug him to my chest. He looks up and says are u about to get a shower .. ?yes . Can I take one with u . He ask in his oh please let me voice .. while looking up at me threw his eye lashes .. in that way.. omg.. I look away so shyly .. he pulls me on to his lap .. and kisses me .. I say .OK ..