Right Kind Of Wrong

summer nights

I've been out of school for a week and I've spent most days and nights at Zare house .. swimming and grilling out . Jay stays here with me. He's way closer to his job so he likes it. And he gets off work everyday at 5 pm and is here by 5:20 pm so I love the consistency. We have been getting along very well... very very well! ! It's 3pm now on Friday .. so I get in the shower ,must look good when my baby gets home .. we talked last night for a while about our relationship and about Matt hanging out here over the summer too. I'm not to be here with Jay or Zare .. I agreed . Jay and Matt settled there differences a week ago .. so now Matt is here a lot more. Jay says he trust me .. yeah I know I see the dilemma too. Stick with me tho ... last weekend when these two boys talked it out I held my breath in the house they were on the patio with mark .. I knew both boys would be safe. Mark is a very big man. His arm is the size of both my thighs .. but when Jay came in he said breath baby its all ok. We have a deal . We good . I just say ok. Tonight they are having marks birthday party and there will be a ton of people here .. I'm in the shower thinking please don't let any drama happen. Please !!!when I get out the shower I wrap a towel around me and a robe and I'm walking down the hall toward the guest room which is now known as mine and Jays room .. but I see mark round the corner he's got a hammer in his hand .. I stop in my tracts he says hey boo. I say hey .. but this hallway is only wide enough for one ... I'm kinda freaked out ..he walks right up to me I turn to the wall and his big ass is scooting behind me his hand rubs across my back. I freak ... totally .. he says wow I think we just had a moment ..and laughs out loud. ..I laugh but mine sounds like a kid on a roller-coaster. .sceeeerrreeedd .. I walk in my room and shut the door . Wow no no no !! Never ever again .. I get dressed I'm gonna wear a short khaki shirt ,a white sweater material tank top that ties around the neck and some low wedges .. the back of the sweater top is so low but it has a part that just covers the bra strap .. hard to describe. .but super sexy cute .. zare gave it to me .. she bought it for me ..at some sale she go's to on the base ... military base ... OK so I can't put said top on tho till I brush and fix my hair .. I have on a bra tho .. and I'm sitting at the mirror doing my make up ..zare walks in and says hey boo. Why do they call me boo? Term of endearment I guess.. she says guess who is here ? I look up from my base goop hand at her face and and say ... who ? She says Matt . I say OK ... she says Melanie take a very deep breath .. I look at her like she need more oxygen then I do .. she says he looks so dam good !! Like omg !! She says did I hear that u slept with him ?? I snap my neck around so fast I'm certain I got whip lash ... where did u hear that ... she Says Jason told mark... why ? Umm because that wasn't public knowledge. . She says oh bunny I'll never tell anyone. If u just tell me how good is it .. I laugh .. she is actually waiting on me to answer her .. omg .. well, he was ok. He's definitely not Jay !! But it wasn't so bad .. we laugh .. wow I look at the time .. it's 5:12 pm .. I look at zare we can not speak of this anymore after this day . Ever she's like OK .. yell me something. . I say well his pregame is weak ... his main event was OK .. his after party was strong .. she laughs . What do u mean ??? I mean for play sucked , sex was OK , and he was very sweet after he got what he came for .. she says I love you girl .. you crazy . She says well marks pregame is weak too , his main event is well very strong ,and his after party is a real snooze literally. ..we laughed so hard .. I had to fix my makeup . Twice .. I say OK well Jays pregame is super strong !!! Super !! Main event is strong , after party is weak .. once spent Jay is lazy.. she laughs they all are I think .... we laugh ..