Right Kind Of Wrong

days gone by

Over the next two weeks Jay and I have been texting none stop. We have talked on the phone for hours .. we are getting things sorted out .. some what but I just have this feeling like we are getting no where fast .. zare is having a cook out tonight so I'm getting ready to go over there I've been home for two weeks .. time to get up and live again. highs and lows ... when Jay calls me it's 3pm and I'm fresh out the shower .. he says hey beautiful, what are u up to .. I say I'm going to ur aunts house for the weekend. . He says oh.. like I'm gonna be bad .. I laugh . Jay I'm gonna have fun I've been in this house for two weeks .. it's the summer . I shouldn't be this isolated. . He says I want u to have fun ... good cuz I plan on it ..I say .. he says I'd like to see u Sunday maybe we could go get some lunch ... would that be ok.. I say sure .. yeah. He says don't have tooooo much fun please ... I say why what ever do u mean Jay .. he says u know .. when we hang up he says I love you Melanie ... I say I love you too Jay. Two hours later Tammie and I are in our new bikini's laying out in these very stylish lounge chairs .. we look like we should be in a beer commercial I tell her as we lift these pretty Lil strawberry margaritas! ! She agrees completely. Zare is laughing at us.. there is like 40 people here ..and yes Matt is here looking like he should be on the cover of Men's health magazine. . Matt and I still talk and he kiss me the last time we saw each other .which was Last week .. he stopped by the house when I knew for sure Rick would not be around. I feel horrible that I'm stringing him a long .. but who says I am .. I don't know that Jay will ever come back .... Tammie says the back up plan is coming our way .. we laugh .. pretending not to see him .. he bends down to my ear and says your definitely not wet enough. .. I have my shock face on .. he pulls me up out the chair and toss me over his shoulder like I was nothing ...and jump straight in the pool .. we play for and while and he's splashing me I tell him boy stop or imma.... I lost all train of thought when I see Jay walk out of the house ... he's in swim trunks ..and hey look ty is here too. And some nasty looking hoe's ... I just went full on retard .. like I just can't take my eyes off these fucking bitches I have to ask myself did Jay just show up with these things knowing full well I was here . Oh hell naw.. I'm scanning the whole dam back yard for Tammie . When she jumps in right beside me and says ur hair is on fire baby boo. I look at her and say it's ON!! Like a pot of neck bone she replys ... you know it ... I pace myself tho .. I continue my Lil play time with Matt and Tammie we have a ball and b ball net .. I make tow shots and all the guys get mad .. oh no she can play .. ohhhhh. We are laughing and playing . I look up and see Jay getting in the pool . This pool is massive so he's not close to us .. but the girl that seems to be staying close to him walks over and pushes him all the way in ,but he caught her hand and took her with him .when she comes up out the water .. he grabs her .. I think I just felt my first snapped episode being made right here and now. .. this is what they will be re inacting ... Tammie grabs the ball out my hand and say snap out if it Mel. Ur not playing this how I know you .. girl please u can have every guy out here .. just work this .. and that bad as bikini! !! Yep I got this ... Tammie threw the ball and missed and it went far out in the yard. My time to rock this .... I say I got it !! I pull myself up on the side of the pool and get out .. I run just enough to get the girls to bounce .. Jay is watching .. ha! So is Matt .. Win Win .. when I turn to come back toward the pool I place the ball between my knees and fix my top .running in swim wear and big boobs not good .. Jay opens his mouth .. but that trick says something to him and he looks at her. . I throw the ball to Matt and stand behind the goal ..... I tell him shoot . He's laughing. He tosses the ball and it went straight in. . I walk over to the diving board and step on it. .. Jay knows I can do a back flip off here that perfect. I walk out to the edge and wait till they all look .. one guy says do it baby.. Jay gave him the look... Matt swims out in front of it and says come on I'll catch . U. .. I tell him move I don't wanna hurt u .. they all move back. I turn around as to the pool and step back toes the only thing on the board. I've done this too many times to count .. I jump