We all walk out to our cars and I say bye to everyone, Jay is standing there beside me. I say where is ur car ? He says I rode with ur sister my car is broke down again... I say u riding with me if u want me too he says . Yes . Have u been drinking tonight .. yes I had one beer . OK I'm driving . I say . He says baby its ur car .. I know but I'd let u drive if u hadn't drank .. he's laughing as he gets in the passenger side .. I start the car and turn rhe heat on .. Jay puts his hand on my thigh I look over at him , he says if u want to take me to grandpa's u can. I'm not pressuring you to do anything .. Jay I asked u to come home with me ... he says I know . Do u want me to take u home ? I ask . I mean if you are trying to be loyal to ur new gf..I say .. Jay says she's not my gf.. we are not dating. I saw on beale street and she ask if she could hang out with us . I said yes . Nothing happen . I haven't been with any one sense we broke up I promise .. I pull out the parking lot and on to front street .. headed toward our house .. I say Jay I haven't been with anyone either . No one ! I promise. He squeezes my thigh ,where he has kept his hand .. he says I like this car. I say me too. He smiled .. Jays says yeah I gotta get some else too my car is messed up .. what's wrong .. he says well it messed up a while back that night u didn't know I was home the last time I saw you ... I got it fixed and and it's messed up twice sense then . I been thinking about a new car .. he says . What kind ? I ask idk .. what would it take to impress u ? He ask . He's smiling .. not a car that's for sure I say .. then what baby ? He ask .. Jay u impress me . Don't worry . That's not true , u left me .. he says . I didnt leave you I just took a leave of absence. . I laugh .. he don't .. he says I know . You've been absent for mons. . I hate it .. I feel my self being sucked it to the abyss that is Jays loving way sad ways I need to sleep with you ways. Yeah .he's all those ways in secs flat .. it's crazy. He could get a nun in bed . When we pull up to the house I turn the car and I take a deep breath. I just know this can go one of two ways .. Jay pulls me to him he says we don't have to baby . I want u to be so sure before we even walk in the door . I'm certain I want you Jay .. he smiles .. he kisses me.. he says stay baby don't move.. I know he needs to open the door for me . He always does this .. he opened the door and took my hand. .. I walk in my room and Jay walks in behind me. We haven't been in this room together in several mons .. it feels strange . He walks up behind me puts his arms around me . He's in my ear .. baby u ok? I shake my head yeah . But I feel nervous. He says you can change ur mind. I won't be mad ... I might cry a lil.. but I'll be fine ..i laugh . He turns me to face him .. and kisses me hold the back of my head. I feel the tight belly feeling that gets me every time ..
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Right Kind Of Wrong
RomanceThe story of a young girl who is desperate to make a life of her own she needs to get away from her family .she isn't like them at all. The struggle of every day life has almost become unbareable ,until he arrives ...
