Right Kind Of Wrong

lies

When Jay got under the blanket with me. He went straight to it . His magical fingers cause serious pleasure quick .. he's making my belly so tight I can't even take it any more. .. I feel like I'm so close .. and then it's different. . Not exactly comfortable. It's too much .. he's kissing me and saying I love you. But it's not changing the fact that something changed .. it's almost painful . He whispers is that too much .. I shake my head yes . He says I'm sry baby I won't do it no more .. I'm not sure what he did .. I'll ask later .. but it's back to normal now and it's good . He starts his journey down ward . And I grab him... he looks up at me I say is that door locked .. he smiles . Yes baby its locked .. I lay back and let him have his way . He seems to really love this . I'm not sure what he gets from it .. I'm barely sure of my take on it .. sometimes it's awesome. . Sometimes it's not . And I'm super in my head right now and it's not going so well. Jay moves back up to my face . And kisses me softly . Yep that works . U have my attention now !! He whispers baby is everything OK .. I shake my head yes . He's inside me and I'm all in the moment! ! Didn't take very long before I was convulsing so hard .. Jay says I love you so much. I say I love you too . He gets behind me and spoons with me . I'm spent happy Content and so sleepy the next morning I wake up to Jays rattle noise in my ear.. we are still on the love sac. .. appropriately named .. I smile . I'm so comfortable and safe and warm . This is comfort. But I have to pee . I have to get Jays arm off of me before I can move. I move his arm and he pulls me in I'm so gonna pee on him .. I say Jay baby I have to pee. He looks at me oddly. I say Jay . And he moves his arm I stand naked as a Jay bird . And take two steps I look up and she's standing there on the bottom step I jump so hard I think I scared the sensation of needing to pee away .. I turn and look at Jay he's leaned up on his elbow I look back at her she's just standing there . I walk over to our pile of clothes and pick up mine I'm putting them on. I look at Jay . Like umm. He looks over at Erica standing on the last step. He says can I help you. We aren't exactly dressed here. She says I need to speak to u Jason . He says go back up stairs please I'll be up there in a minute. She turns and walks up the stairs .. I look at Jay. Wth? I thought u locked the door , Jay looks confused, he says I did lock that door or at least I thought I did. . I'm dressed and I go to the bathroom. I need to pee , and clean up . When I walk out the bathroom Jay is gone. I walk up the steps and no body is in the living room I walk toward the kitchen and I see Jay standing outside. Having a heated conversation with Erica. .. I'm not sure why but I get the feeling something ain't right here .. I look up at Maria who's making another massive breakfast. She looks at me and says no worries they do this a lot. Have a seat and I'll get u some coffee . I look back at the door and see Jay standing against the wood railing . His head is down . He looks mad. She is talking . I look back when Maria walks up with my coffee . She says them two have been friends for tags long time and maybe she even have small crush .you have her scared. You date him two yrs. I smile at Maria . She says she get over it you love my Jason I can see . I smile again I tell be yes I love Jay very much ..she smiles . I don't like her ,she points out the window at Erica . I laugh . She too old for Jason . Wow. So this old cougar cunt wants my man !!! Well, Jay is 20 yrs old now. He is a grown ass man . But she's OLD .. why would he . And has he ? Ladies don't get this heated if they haven't .assn Jay wouldn't even waste his time out in the cold if..... wow he has slept with her . And he's been out there arguing with her for a good 20mins wth? Has happen to my happy place ? And why has this week turned in to more drama ? Jason has a way of bringing on the drama .. I'm not going for it this time. I came here to relax and take time away from the drama . That's it . I'm not gonna play the past meets present game !! I'll lay down the rules for this ass hat when he comes back in and that's gonna be it .