Right Kind Of Wrong

my time

While kc and I are eating ,he has stared a hole threw my head .. I look up at him finally and he winks at me . I smile .. but immediately look back at kc .. we order a dessert to share and I decide to play with him. I lick the chocolate off my spoon slowly and lick my lips .. his eyes get big .. he's not looked away .. kc says OK what's going on ? I tell her we use to date and his eyes haven't left me sense we got here .. she giggles .. she ask is that his gf.. yep! His baby momma really they just had a baby a few weeks ago .. kc looks like whaoo yea. She just turned 18 . He's 18 too. They will graduate this yr.. but I tell kc it's OK to flirt right ? We laugh . And I look at him while I'm sucking on this straw .. strawberry lemonade. Mmmmm so good. I ask the waiter for a to go cup .. and I tell kc I must pee before we leave .. I walk to the restroom . When I'm done I wash my hands and look at me phone .Jay has text twice .. he says he's going to see ty for a while .. and he loves me .. I reply .I love you to. .. as I walk out the restroom my ex is standing in this hall .. he says are u toying with me ? I say why whatever do u mean ? I ask. He says u know .. he's smiling .. I say OK .. we can't ! He says who says . We have others .. he says I want you . I smile . I'll see ya . I walk away .. kc and I leave ,head to her house .. in the car Jay has text me again .. Jay : I hope u find the answers u need this weekend . I just hope it's not bad for us . I miss you already .and can't wait for Sunday ..night .. I'll talk to u in a Lil while . I'm playing pool. Me : kc and I just left chili's where I ran into the ex.. we arrive at kc house and we go straight to her room and drop off my stuff. Her room is huge and beautiful! Huge king size water bed . Huge TV on the wall .. we decide to go swimming they have a nice in ground pool. Not real big but it's cool . I put on my swim suit. The new one I haven't even ware it yet . It's hot . She says I love that ! Thanks. .. we walk outside to the pool side and I hear some people talking .. I look up at the gate which is being opened . I see like 8 people walking in ..but I stop dead in my tracts when I see MATT !!! I think I just swollowed my tongue .. he looks so dam good. Wow .. what is he doing here .. I look at kc and she says I go to school with them .. they live in the neighborhood. . She introduced me to everyone. Including Matt she has no clue we already know each other. I'm standing there in this tiny swim suit and it's not exactly warm outside but the pool is heated . So if I could just get in the water I wouldn't be freezing !! Matt says I think I've seen u in a swim suit more then regular clothes .. I smile .. he hugs me tight and runs his hand down my back . Simple but massive .. it's there ..that feeling ..and I know for dam certain I'm in trouble. . I walk to the steps and begin walking down them I sink in the water it feels so warm .ahhhhh. Matt is standing right above me and ask u want some company .. the others are stripped down to there undies and are ready to jump in .. some of the other girls went in the house to borrow swim suits from kc .. I shake my head at Matt yes.. he stand there right in front of me and takes every thing off except his very nice Calvin Klein under wear.. he steps down each step slowly .. he's standing right in front of me I mean two inches from my body .. he says how have u been ? I say good as I tuck my hair behind my ear .. he reaches up and tucks the hair on the other side behind my ear .. he touch sends chills down my spine . I know better then this . I know I should get out this pool now . But is remember im being a teen . Not a married hag. I said I was gonna have fun this weekend. . Maybe more then i barging for .. Matt says how do u know kc . I tell him we went to school together a few yrs ago .. he is so close I can see him breathing .. I can almost feel him . He does touch me under the water .. on my side . It felt like lightening! So bad . I'm being bad . But it feels so good !!!! I put my hand and his hip .. and I feel him take a deep breath .. his eyes go misty .. he leans in close to my ear and says it still feels so right .. I push him back slightly I dip down under the water .. and think I can't . I just can't .. I'm wiping my eyes when i feel him he has his arms around me . He says no one will ever know , I promise he pushes me to the corner he's standing right in front of me I put my head to his chest and his hand is trying to get in my swim suit. .. I stop him . I can't I'm with him I say .. he steps back .. I get out the pool .. I'm getting dressed when kc walks in her room .. she shuts the door. I look at her she says umm. I say yea I know him .. well. She says omg !! Yeah I say . I'll explain later . I'm dressed. And I sit down on her bed my phone is ringing I answer Jay .. he says hey baby what u up to . I tell him I'm in bed .. he ask with Matt ?