Jay did make some valid points and he's right ..but he's not out smarting me by any means .. I saw right threw his bs .. but I have to make it seem like I'm all good . I have surrendered. I'm back to being Lil ol me.. I'm good . I start acting like I'm so dam tired I can't .. I tell Jay I'm going to bed ..he says can I come with you .. I say u Wanna cum with me ...or come with me .. I just need to know how believed I am ... he says both .. yep I got this shit ! We climb in bed and he says I wanna take ur clothes off.. I figure if I really want him to sleep maybe I should make him tired ! I say OK .. he whispers in this very dark room ..do u want me ? I say yes . He says u sound different baby .. I say I think I'm sick .. he says we don't have to if u r not feeling well.. I say I want to .. he says are u sure .. yes . I say . He takes my clothes off and takes his clothes off. He lays down beside me .. he's rubbing my back .. this is different. .not his go to move .. he says I liked ur shirt tonight .. I'm screaming in my head exactly .. but yet u bitched .I say .. he says I liked it .. I didn't want others to like it . What does it matter what others think ? I ask .. he says it don't ..I just didn't want fuck boy having flash backs . Omg!! Really ? Jay .. I say . Did we get naked to fight .. he said no we got naked because what ever plan u have of leaving here tonight ain't gonna happen . What are you talking about ? Don't play dumb with me smart girl. I lays his hand on my belly , and I freak I push his hand off of me and say don't touch me .. I get out of the bed . I turn on the lights he says don't do it , I look at him like really ur nit gonna let me get dressed .. he says Melanie just come back to bed .. I laugh like really laugh .. he's standing in the floor but ass naked wanting to fight .. we have had a lot of fights but never naked !! I reach for my panties draw and he steps closer to me .. I look at him like seriously. .he says you said we could stay naked tonight .. Jay are you fucking serious ? I want to put my clothes on .. he says I don't want you to . Well I'm going to I pull open the draw and he pushes it back closed gentle tho .. I'm really starting to get mad .. Jay stop ! I try to pull it open but he has his hand over it .. Jay move now !!! He shakes his head no .. Omg u have got to be kidding me . I look around on the floor for the panties I took off I find them . I pick them up and Jay grabs my hand I yank my hand back super fast ..DO NOT TOUCH ME !!!! Jay says Melanie put them down . I put them on .. now my bra .. he reaches for me again I scream DO NOT TOUCH ME JAY . I MEAN IT don't touch me . Don't touch me .. he's looking so mad now. It does scare me but I can not let him see that .. he turns and grabs his underwear he's putting them on I remember my bra is in the living room . I walk down the hall and grab it and put it on . Now. I've won those back. I need clothes .. I walk back to the room where Jay has put on some sweat pants ..normally my weakness! Not right now . He looks at me he's standing in front of the closet ..this should be fun .. Jay I wanna get my clothes .. he shakes his head no .. he says I think you have more then enough clothes on .. I look at the floor .. which always reminds me of obeying my mother ,and this pisses me off like violently mad .. I look him in the eyes and say get the fuck out of my way right now before I insure u never have kids. He smiles and I lose it ! I start hitting him . He grabs me and holds me till I stop moving which was a while . I fought hard and got no where .. when I stop and just sorta hang in his arms like a dish rag .. I say I hope u wanted me to leave you cause after tonight I'll never ever allow u near me .. he's got my back to his front my arm down by my side . I can not move .. his mouth right next to my ear .. he says I really hope u don't mean that ..I love you . I just don't want u to leave .. I'm leaving you ! I say threw gritted teeth . He says no ,don't baby please .. I'm sry . I'm so mad I could chew threw steel. He has no idea what I'm gonna do . But I feel myself losing energy I couldn't do anything at this point but lay down .. I think he noticed . He says can I please lay you in the bed now. I just wanna lay down with u .. I shake my head yes.. he says ur not gonna run . Shake my head no .. he walks me over to the bed.. I lay down on my side of the bed .. I feel like I've run a marathon! It takes way to much energy to fight .. I guess I went to sleep .
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Right Kind Of Wrong
RomanceThe story of a young girl who is desperate to make a life of her own she needs to get away from her family .she isn't like them at all. The struggle of every day life has almost become unbareable ,until he arrives ...
