Right Kind Of Wrong

4 shots floor

The next week was tuff. Jay and I had sex every night ! When I'd come home from work at 2 3 am .. Jay would wake up and attack me ..every time. . I didn't say no even tho I was exhausted. Because I know for 8 weeks I'm gonna miss this .. Jay and I talked a lot about this and he's standing by his thoughts. He thinks we won't make it threw this . But I've gotten good advice from great people and we all agree that if it's meant to be ,it will still be meant to be in 8 weeks .. so I've made all the plans and well I'm going to Italy .it's my time . I need this .. some how I just know I need this. I'm deeply in love with Jay and my heart aches every time I think of leaving . But I'm going . And right now I'm going to work .ugh I don't leave for my Italy vacation. .. for another month . But I'm so ready . I think being on the other side of the world might put me in the mind frame to see things in my life differently. When I walk into the bar .. I hear someone say hey . I turn and see my friend from high school , adam .wow I haven't Seen him in a while .. he says what are you doing here ..I say hey , your about to see what I do here . I wink at him and walk to the bar side .. I go to the back and place my things in my locker and lock it up . Place key in my pocket and walk back to the liquor counter. Take two shots and climb on stage .. I see adam standing close by. He's looking my way. And I swear kammie loves to give men just what there asking for .. she crawls threw my legs flips over on her back and yanks me down on her face . I shimmy and lay back on her legs . She sits up and runs her hand down my legs ... about an hour later we have to work the crowd and I see adam again , weird part is adam was always a nerd. Not really but maybe just not popular per say .. but I've been his friend. I was friends with everyone. Nerds jocks preps loners ..who ever. I'd talk to them all. I love people . That I love. .there are many I'd love to hit with a car .. but still .. so I walk over to Adam and say did u get what I do here ? He says absolutely! Ur good .he says . Thanks. It's paying my way threw school and it's not exactly a pole ...I giggle. He does too. He says can I buy u a drink . Sure .I walk him to the bar and pour us two shots .. this will be my third .. and I'm feeling it some what .. Adam looks good . Real good. Like Cory fieldman late 80's... jet black curly hair mullet big blue eyes. Yeah that type .. kammie pulls me back on stage it's time for our line dance .. she says who is the dream sicle .. as she's eye fucking my friend adam .. we turn in the dance and I grab her hips. I say in her ear his name is adam .. go talk to him .. when the song is over kammie does her infamous back flip off the stage right in front of Adam . I giggle well cuz kammie is cute . Another hour has passed and two more shots down .. I'm feeling it now and have made good money I won't starve in Italy .. the next dance was with female customers. . We were having a blast .. kammie says I'm gonna miss this place , me too I slur at her .. she's coming to Italy on the same program. . She will be one of the four of us !! She says u knocking them back tonight hun.. I say yes. I have .. we laugh .after Two more shots I can't stand well. I'm leaning on the bar when I see kammie running toward me .. she says u ok? Ummm yeah. I say bathroom and we run .. I'm holding the thrown tight . And puking my guts up . What did I eat .. oh yeah.im not sure I did .. later I'm still hold the thrown not puking just not sure I can stand . I hear him talking , kammie says she's knocked back at least 4 shots that I know of but well there she is .. I'm thinking 6,7 shots maybe I forget .. my head is spinning .. Jay lifts me off the floor and carries me to my car .. when we arrive home mom and Rick are on the couch . Jay says she shut faced as he is carrying me threw the living room Rick leaps up and shuts the door , and follows us to my room .. Jay lays me down on the bed which is a water bed ..and I feel I'll again Jay grabs the trash can just in time .. Rick says I'll get her something. ...