Right Kind Of Wrong

she owns us

When I pick sissy up she is all smiles I take her to the bed and whisper in her ear. Kiss Jay on his forehead .. she is giggling .. I hold her over his face , she kisses his forehead . He opens his eyes and smiles really big. He takes sissy from my arms and is holding her up in the air she is laughing .. I have to get a shower so I tell him to watch her .. he says OK. But looks at like .. is everything OK .. I smile . But say nothing .. an hour later I'm getting dressed while Jay and sissy are sitting in bed eating cereal .. they are watching Dora the Explorer. . Brings back a memory.... Jay says we need to talk .. he has kinda looked at sissy like when she is gone.. I say OK .. I take sissy to her mother who is getting ready to leave... when I come back in our bedroom Jay says .. you wanna tell me what that Lil slip up of tammies was all about .. he's smiling . Ummm. Well Tammie and I went to the health dept. To have our health checked out .. I can't help it I'm laughing pretty hard. .. Jay has his eye brow raised ,with his . What ? Face on .. I'm so embarrassed! ! He says . And ? I'll have the results of all the test done in a few days .. he looks at me .. what test ? He ask.. oh you know the normal STD test. .. I say with out a smile and look him dead in the face . He touches my arm and says baby I love you. I'll go to the doc too if it will make u feel better. .. I say actually it would I say. He pulls me into his arms and say OK. . Two hours later Jay has had a shower and is fully dressed in jeans ,long sleeve shirt, hoodie and has his shoes on .. where is he going ? I wonder . He walks in the living room and says I'm gonna go pick up ty. He needs my help today . I give Jay my concerned look. He Says everything is OK baby . I love you. I'll be back in a Lil while .. I love you too. I tell him. He leaves . I can't help but feel something is wrong .. every one has left for the day . I'm sitting on the couch coffee in hand thinking way to hard .. so much has changed in my life in such a small amount of time. And I've got so much going on . I decide I need to check my schedule book. . It's sad when a 16 yr old has has a schedule book already. But my life is busy .. way too much going on. After I revise that book. I check my phone . Tammie called . And Jay sent a pic of him self .. lol. He's so crazy . I love him tho. I'm certain of that ! I decide to send him a pic .. then I call Tammie : hey girl! Me : hey ! She says guess what ? What ? I ask. She says let me in I'm here !! Lol ... oh lord . I open the door and Tammie is bouncing off the walls happy !! What are u on ? I ask. She says love... oh lord I laugh. But I say me too. We laugh and sit down to talk about these guys that make us crazy happy mad sad then thrilled again .. she is telling me all about what happened. . Joe told her he want her to go on vacation with him and his family. . She's thrilled! I embarrassingly tell her what happened last night. She's shocked ! But says they all do that at some point they lose the nice guy act ... I'm put out my sad lip .. we go on and on talking about these guys that we dam well know we don't understand at all !! Jay calls me .. hey baby he says. Hey baby I say. He says I've gotta go to my grandpa's house and help him with some things I'll be home later tonight. Is that ok? I thought u was with ty ? I say. He says oh I got him with me . Oh ok. I say. He's says baby I see ya later OK . OK . I say twice .. but I feel that I'm not getting this whole story .. when I hang up Tammie has her question face on .. I explain what has taken place , she says sounds weird. .. someone is at the door. , its Andrea . Andrea ask if we want to go to the mall with her she has to pick up some things for her daughter. We say yes .. I throw on some clothes and make up real quick . An hour later we are walking the mall.. with coffee.. I walk in to a store with some very sexy lingerie! Tammie and I decided we need to step up our Game .. lol we definitely lol. A lot while looking threw this stuff. I find this very sexy white lacey top thing it is a push up wired thing that hooks in the back like a bra. It's the hottest thing I've ever seen on me .. it fits perfect ! Which is weird because I'm very top heavy .I never find sexy things to fit me. The cup is usually way too small they don't make a lot of 34 DD items .. so I'm sorta obsessed with this Lil number. Tammie and Andrea both agree it's perfect and in courage me to buy it. .. I agree whole heartedly !! Two hours later I've bought way too much .. Jay calls me again .. Hey baby, he says. Whatcha doing. ? I'm at the mall I say. .. oh really ? He says.....