Right Kind Of Wrong

revenge isn't so sweet

When I wake up Jay is looking at me like hes watching a baby sleep . He smiles when I open my eyes and I smile back. But soon remember what took place last night ,and I turn my face into his his chest. He laughs a Lil .. I'm shy .. but I remember too that it's so on this morning ! I have to teach him a lesson . I begin by rubbing his chest ,he seems to like this .. I move lower to his six pack abs , I feel the ripples of his tight skin .. I think this is having more of an effect on me then him. He runs his hand up my bare back ,well I'm still wearing my bra and panties .. but it feels very naked to me. I've never been this unclothed with anyone. I wanna be brave here .. but I feel very vulnerable! ! And NAKED !! I've made my way down to his happy trail ,I've started running my fingers threw the hair there .. he has on his underwear but nothing else ,I remember thinking it took him a few more secs to get in bed last night. He was removing his clothes... his breathing has changed . It's kinda ragged .. I rub across the top of his waist band and he squeezes my side .. I think I'm doing this right ... not sure at all. But it seems to have an effect on him in some small way. He kisses me very softly , his lips feel so soft . I mean so soft. I run my finger under the waist band of his undies and touch the tip .. I think I just got so much more then I ever ever expected .. I die ! There is just enough light from the windows to see each other. I DO NOT WANT HIM SEEING MY FACE RIGHT NOW. I think my face must be the shade of a tomato! ! I TOUCHED IT .. I think every once of my bravery, and confidence just failed .. epic fail.. I saw this go a whole different way last night when I concocted it all up in my head. .. I resolve that I can not let him win! I have to find my bravery button an smash that bitch. So I keep running my fingers over his belly ,making dam certain NOT to get close to the waist band again .. he is kissing down my neck and chest and has begun the small circles on my side very close to my hip bone . Every time he even get close to my hip bone I start panting .. crazy . I can tell he is getting to the Point where he is about to drop his hand down .. part of me really really wants him to go there and have that moment again. But that's not the plan. As he runs his hand over that dip above the public bone I start to feel my self slipping. ... no ! I have to stop now or there will be no turning back !! So I gentle push him back a Lil bit and I sit up right ,I turn over on my knees right beside him I'm up right on my knees I put both hands on the back of my bra and unhook it. Slowly I slid the bra straps down my arms. His eyes are glued to mine ,he hasn't looked any further down then my eyes but his eyes look so dam deep brown almost black .. I slide the bra off and toss it on the end of the bed .. he raises up so that he is propped up on his elbow his face is no more then 6 inches from my chest .. he runs his hand up my thigh , I'm not this brave !! No guy has ever seen my boobs ever never !!I'm trembling!! His hand travels from my thigh just above my knee slowly up to my hip he is still looking me straight in the eye , his eyes are so big and gorgeous. I slightly very slightly spread my knees apart and he licks his lips. I move and crawl off the side of the bed ,he's watching me like he wants to attack . I reach in the closet and take out my short Terry cloth wrap .. I put it on and tye it. I turn around my back to him and slip my panties off , I drop them in the hamper as I open the door and walk straight to the bathroom. . 30 mins later I return to my room ,our room . He is still in the bed ,laying on his back the sheet is very very low at his waist .. his public hair is actually showing. I look on the floor and see his underwear .. and I've turned on the light so yeah there he is in all his naked glory! !! IN MY BED NAKED .. our bed .. oh my! He looks over at me and grins so hard. I refuse to even Crack a smile. No no no.. why is it that I keep losing this game. . He sits up and just has this sheet over his lap. I can see threw this sheet just about .. no I can not look again ...he stands up off the bed and i turn my face away from him I'm almost certain he is gonna drop that sheet and I'm dying !! He walks over to me and is holding said sheet in one hand over his...... yep !! MY SHEET !! Is the only thing on him. I look away again. That glimpse was enough. He whipers in my ear. I win . He opens the door and I have to see his naked ass. So I lean over looking out the door he is in the hall now still holding sheet in one hand .. and mom is walking down the hall toward him I laugh so hard . Full on elmo laugh !! Jay is standing there deer in head lights not moving I see him drop his head in full on dam I'm caught mode .. I say ..check mate !!!