Right Kind Of Wrong

not sure about this.

I feel very warm .. he's wrapped around me like vine . I don't wanna wake him, we fell a sleep in the recliner. My face is literally laying on his arm we are still spooning per say .. I can hear and feel him breathing on the back of my neck. This thought causes my belly to tighten. I don't think I ever even knew that the area above my public bone exist till this guy touch me. That part of my very much lower belly. .. it's the strangest thing for me. These feelings !! I've liked boys/guys before and got the butterfly effect ... but never ever have I actually been turned on. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME AND MY BODY. My hormones have taken over .and they love Jay. I move slightly to see if there is any possible way I can slip out with out waking him. I need to pee and I'm seriously thirsty. He don't move .. so I slip a Lil more .. he takes a serious deep breath and pulls me by my hip right back too him. Felt so dam good , I think , I don't really have to pee that bad ... his hand slips from my hip over that lower part of my belly which right this very moment is feeling Uber tight again. I'm not sure this is a good thing . Oh it feels like the best thing. But that don't mean it's good for me. ... he kisses the back of my neck and in his sleepy sexy voice says where are u trying to get away to? I whisper, I have to pee... he laughs and says I'll only let u go if u promise to come back. I shake my head yes. And he releases me ... I go to the bathroom ,change the surf board ,go to my room spray the area with body spray. Walk to the kitchen wash my hands and make my self a glass of pepsi. When I return to the living room I think I was expecting to find Jay fast a sleep. No. He was looking right at me. The two recliner chairs are side by side ones with a small wooden table built right in between them in the couch .. I sit in the other recliner ,not the one him and I have been spooning in for hours. I light a cig and drink my Pepsi. The TV is still on so I focus on it for a while. When I finish my cig and Pepsi. I feel Jay touch my arm across the small table. So I look at him and he says come on .. I crawl back in the chair with him and he pulls the blanket up to our necks. I think he is cold. He wraps him self around me again and kisses my ear. I put my hand on his arm the one under my head and he sorta flexes his arm then wraps it across my chest .his hand rests firmly on my rib cage right under my boob .. I feel just a tad bit nervous ,he is breathing a tiny bit harder ... his other hand has found my hip bone and is rubbing it ever so gentle .. after a few moments of this. I realize my head has fallen slightly back and he has his lips on my neck .. the feather light slow kisses are intoxicating. . I feel slightly light headed .. he whispers still trust me ? I slowly shake my head yes . The hand on my hip has slowly very slowly made it back to my lower tummy area and is now moving ever so slowly back and forth , back and forth , I fill this tight feeling again ... this is better then chocolate! !!! I want him. Crazy huh. The Virgin wants this to happen like now !! He puts his head down on the pillow, his face to the back of my neck. And his hand has stop moving. I lay there wondering .. a few moments later I hear that so faint sound he makes when he sleeps. Not a snore per say. But yep he's a sleep!!!!! I close my eyes ... I open my eyes ,it's day light. And I feel the need to release that glass of Pepsi I had .. I have to pee again. Jay is still wrapped around me tight. Like I couldn't move if I wanted to without waking him. I hear a truck pull in the driveway. OH SHIT. MOM AND RICK ARE BACK. WTF? I GRAB JAYS ARM AND SLING HIM OFF ME I JUMP OFF THE COUCH AND SAY IN A VERY FIRM QUIET VOICE GET UP MY MOM IS HOME. Jay must have seen the fear in my face because he leaped off the couch grab the blankets and we ran down the hall ..... I get to my room waiting for her to start screaming my name. But instead her and Rick are yelling at each other. .. awkward. I've never even seen Rick upset. But he ain't backing down from mom .. go Rick go Rick go Rick .. I laugh at myself well cuz I'm funny. ..