Right Kind Of Wrong

this and that

I allow him to tye my swim suit back .. he touch my back a few times .and when he was done he rubbed my back with his hand wide open. It felt good .. too good. I'm taken .. I think .. about an hour later we get out the pool and I give Matt a towel. He looks sad . So I put it on his shoulders. We laugh .. I go get my phone we all are sitting on the patio mark is cooking on the grill. Smells so good . Chicken kabobs. . Yum .. and grilled pineapple. Smoke sausage. . The works. A feast .. I'm looking at my fb.. and see a pic Jay was just tagged in. He's laid back in a chair and some FUCKIN whore is in his lap... I lose my shit quick.. I show zare .. she is livid. Wtf? Is that shit.. I go take a shower and get all did up . Zare loan me some sexy ass. Jeans . Wow I look so hot.. I walk out her bedroom and Matt is all eyes again. He smiles so big at me. Then whistles. . I laugh .. I ask mark can he take me home .. he's the only one not drinking .. . Matt looked sad.. we all walk out side because mark said let me get this food and I'll take u home .. Matt waves me over to the side of the house .. he says wow u look amazing. I say thank you. He says can I have ur number .. I say Matt I have some loose ends that need to be Tyed ... let me see how things go tonight .. he says fair enough . He says when will u back out here ? Ummmm I'm not sure just yet.. I'll let Bridget know .. when I'm here . Does she have ur number. He says I could just give u my number ..and u use it when u get a clear path ... I take out my phone and hand it to him .. 40 mins later I'm home . Jay walks in from his friends out side .. all my friends. . When he sees me he stopped immediately. . I say let's go .. we walk to our room . I slam the door ..he sits down on the bed .. first of all are u high or drunk or fucked up in any way . I Need to know if ur gonna remember this. He looks up at me.. in the most somber voice says I'm sober .. hallelujah! ! I scream . And start packing his shit while I scream at him ... if you wanted to fuck other females all u had to do was break up with me.. he looks confused. What ? He says .. I take out my phone and show him .. he says Melanie that's not what it seems while standing and walking towards me .. I put my hand out for my phone and he put it in my hand but kept coming toward me . Stop.. don't Jay . A picture is worth a thousand words. .and I don't wanna hear A FUCKIN ONE FROM YOU !! He says Melanie please .. NO ! it's over Jay . He reaches for me and I move just in time .. DON'T! He says Melanie I'm serious. I didn't do anything. I passed out drunk ! She must have took that while I was out . I look at him like wow I must look stupid to you .. I laugh .. wow Jay didn't take u long to come up with that. . I'm still packing his shit. He's out of my room .. I move toward the door I need out of this room .. he walks with me grabs me around my waist and says please stop for a second. . I stop. What Jay what could u possible say to me right now ... you have been getting high drinking a lot and now ur cheating on me !! I move out of his hands grab the door knob and swing it open step right outside the door and he's in front of me before I even knew what happen he's grabbed me and push me up against the door frame and my elbow hit the other door frame on the closet just outside my room. This all happen so fast... I grab my elbow ,that shit hurt he's holding me there and says I didn't do anything, I say stop like three times, he's mad really mad . He's yelling WAIT I DIDN'T DO THAT. I say stop please as I begin to cry .. he's holding me so tight to the wall and door frame part that I can't move I just drop my head down and start sobbing .. Rick is coming down the hall and say Jason JASON let her go ! Jay hasn't took his hands off me .. Rick grab Jays arm and moved him quit effortlessly. . Rick is a big muscle man .. I turn slowly putting my face to the frame and sob ..how did we get to this. .. Jay walked straight out the back door and Rick followed him all of our friends are watching. Tammie comes in and sees me .. she's all concerned faced .. Mel ? Hey what's going on? I can't talk so she just hugs me .. I walk toward the back sliding glass door where Rick and Jay went. And I hear Jay explaining to his dad that it's all a lie .. he didn't do it .. I walk outside and Jay go's to reach for me say Melanie please let me prove to u that didn't happen that way ...Rick stops Jay from stepping toward me