Right Kind Of Wrong

miracles

I watch him leave .. I walk to the back of the restaurant and I die !!! That didn't just happen to me like no way never . .. wow I can't tell anyone because well they wouldn't believe me .. I fix myself and decide I am the happiest person I've ever been ... ever ... ever ..ever .. so glad I brought way more clothes. And make up .. he won't show . He will not be there . He lied . Oh well I did meet him .. two hours later I'm busy washing dishes again .. and seriously day dreaming about that time I met the hottest guy on the planet !! Oh that was today .. wow he just hit on me like on the for real and I look gross !!! No make up . Hair in a frazzled bun . Like what ??? Oh lord . When I leave the restaurant I head over to the bar to meet Jay . We go to eat dinner but I'm so not eating like very little. .. Jay says u OK ? Ur not eating .. my belly still ain't right I lie .. I just can't be fat tonight in case by some miracle he does show up .. he won't but ... it's almost 8 pm and I have to get to work so I can do my hair and make up . I'd have to do not anyway .. but Imma make dam sure it's on fleek tonight !!! Just incase ... he won't show .. but he did touch my phone ..wow . I'm so seriously sick about this guy. He's just so just ....when I get the car I walk around to jays door I lean in and kiss him bye .. he says no liquor tonight please ... I say yes sir dad... and walk off . Ugh. I'll drink if I want to !!! When I get inside I tell kammie I have to look FIERCE tonight she looks at me oddly . Just help me .. an hour later I don't even know how I leave the house when I don't look like this .. this is gorgeous! Kammie says wow he must be special or have that moola !! We laugh . I say both .. we laugh hard .. we walk out and my boss says wow u ladies are on it tonight ..let's make some money !! We all laugh .. two hours later no show ..it's early tho .it's hold on to my hope , and my cow girl hat. While I dance this line dance to my best ability tonight .. I walk to the back and fix my make up and grab a drink of water.. I have to pee. . I go to the restroom and look at my phone its 11pm .. and this place is dead .. wow .it's Friday night where is everyone. I walk the mirror fix my corset and my jeans kammie bust in the door and says umm ur gonna need to see this with ur own eyes I'm shitting my pants as we speak kammie says .. I mean i Said it but I didn't believe it for one min. She's going on ..and on ..as. we arrive at a table kammie is literally holding on to my arm .. he looks up at me and back down and then back up ... he realized I'm her ..the ugly girl at the bar .. he smiles .. I say can we get u gentle men anything ... he says a lap dance , I say sorry u missed ur exit .. the gold club is down the street ... he laughs hard . Kammie looks at me like u idiot!! He says I'd settle for one of them bar dances this place is well known for then .. that we can do , and very well might I add.. I wink at him and he's all smikes.. I have to pull kammie over to the stage .she says umm Mel .yes Kam .. she says u know that's really him ..? Right . Yes Kam. It's OK ..breath . She says shouldn't I be telling u that .. I say yes u should my love .but one of us had to hold it together! She looks at me hard ..Mel. he was flirting with u.. kammie looks like she saw god . No he's not god .. and we will not treat him as such. Kammie cool down we are about to do porn starr. She says oh yes .. we look at the dj and sign to him we are ready I think .. I've done this routine a 1000 times. We git this as long as kammie does .. I look her in the eyes .. chill we got this . The music starts .. you'd think we was auditioning for a million dollars . We hit every mark. We didn't miss one step . U would think we rehearsed all day ... it was spectacular! ! When it's over we laugh and he's standing right in front of me .. this is something straight outta dreams weekly . This don't happen to people like me . This don't happen in Memphis. . What is going on. Am I being punked? Oh well I'm having fun with it . I jump down off the bar and say how was that ?very confident. He says that was awesome !! I'm impressed.