Right Kind Of Wrong

levels to his love

The next week went by like a blur .. school ,home work, babysitting, jay! And don't forget the talent show rehearsals .. ugh Thursday evening I come home to an empty house I make my self some soup and go straight to bed. I was literally in my bed sleeping by 7:30pm .. I vagly remember hearing Jay come home .. he didn't mess with me tho. I think he went to watch TV or to study for his exam. He's been working online for his degree in business. . Yeah it was news to me too when he told me .. during one of our many Lil spats .. last week. I was glad to know he is making a life for him self .but was too mad to tell him that .. note to self tell him Ur proud of him. Just not tonight. I'm gonna sleep !! The next morning when I wake up at 5 am. I know I have a very long day ahead of me gotta get up eat a healthy breakfast and drink plenty of water !! The doc called me yesterday and let me know that all my test came back great nothing to worry about. But that they did notice I was slightly dehydrated. Wanted me to work on drinking water. Ewwww. I've decided to make fruit water .somethings gotta make it taste better .. while in the kitchen making my breakfast Rick comes in .. good Morning. Good morning Rick. He's making coffee . Jay walks in and says hi to his dad and kisses my cheek .. I smile at him . We all sit down at the table and eat breakfast .. Rick says why u up so early ? Jay says oh Melanie has the talent show today . All smiles .. then shows his sad lip. I wish I could be there baby he says .. it's OK . No big deal .it's just a school thing I shrug and get up to finish making the other three fruit water bottles .. when I'm done I go dry my hair apply my make up perfect. I will be on stage .. I'm ready to go .. so excited about today. I can't wait. Jay is ready and we get in the car.. Jay turns to me and says good luck today baby. I smile and say thank you .. he's being awfully nice to me this morning we had a but of a rough week .. so this is good .. while sitting in sec, period art class I decide to check my Facebook because it's been light up for hours now .. while reading all of my friends saying good luck today. I see that Jays ex excepted my friend request. . So I go to her page. It's her birthday .. and the very first HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL. . Is from none other then JAY !! Wtf? Awww. Naw.. this ain't gonna fly ..I'm beyond mad . Like livid !! After sec.period I'm done for the day and I go straight to the auditorium and start to prepare the dressing room I have a cooler full of bottled water and and snacks .. I set up the three vanity spots for hair and makeup .. I pull out my clip board and start to make sure I have every thing ready when Alice comes to me and says one of the back of dancers for them is out sick. I'm OK I've got this. She says u can do it. U know the routine. . Ugh is there anyone else who can do it ???? No. There wasn't anyone who learned it with us. OK is her outfit here ? Yes I have it. She says. .. OK. So now I'll sing then dance this should be fun .. Alice and I practice just to make sure I have it down. Alice says wow u nailed it. OK good. We are about to start the show when I say where is Sam he is doing the music. I'm right here would I let u down he ask ? Aww he's here . Thank you. I tell him. We hug and the show is up .. I'm next to sing and my phone is blinking ... I'm stupid so I open up the app. And see that Shana his ex has commented and said thanks love you all always ... WHAT THE FUCK.? Jay commented and said hope u have the best birthday with some fucking emoji smiley face wink thing. I'm about to go on stage and I feel like I'm gonna stab a bitch... the teacher says Ur up Melanie .. wow perfect timing. I walk out on the stage and see Tammie siting center front row.. I'm glad to see her face. .. I need her right now .. the music starts and like every time I've ever sang a song the crowd went blank like I don't really see anyone face. Just a blur ... I'm singing this song way more force full then I had planned or rehearsed .. singing my very very sad heart out and some parts I've shown my anger .. but it was good. .. I walk off the stage and Tammie is coming around the corner. She is all smiling and crying. She hugs me so tight. Omg Melanie that was THE most incredible time I've seen u sing. Wow ! It was so so good. .. thanks Tammie. I tell her. . She's now looking in my eyes , I can not cry ! I have to dance in 6 mins. She says what is it ? Her very concerned face on .. I put my hand up , not now I'm sry I just can't I'm dancing in someone's place so I have to keep it together for now. Please find me after .. I'll be out back .. OK she agrees .. our group walks out on stage and we ladies are back up dances for our friend Adam . He is singing levels... NJ... I was so mad I gave that dance my EVERYTHING not to menchin that outfit was smokin HOT. Black shorts that are high waisted with three large black buttons that are on the belly part tight from the top down to the bottom of the hip then Ballon out a bit then tight around the short thigh area. The tops are all black with a very Shiney glittery finish to them they are sleeve less and look like they wrap around the Boobs perfectly tight they just fit right under the Boobs so some belly is showing .. black socks and combat boots black of course. This dance is maybe ...