Right Kind Of Wrong

Road trip

Some how I got off work for a week straight, and we are loading up the van . We will stay at there family cabin for 6 days . Time to relax ! Been a very long time sense I've had 6 days to do nothing .. jay looks so good , he's standing at the back of the van helping his dad load all of our luggage I guess maybe I stared at him a Lil too long .. he looks up at me and said what baby ? I shake my head like nothing , and walk back in the house. We are getting ready to lock the house up and leave . It's 4:49 am .. I'm still sleepy ,Jay and I have been back together for about a month now but he still keeps me up at night .. and last night especially because he new I could sleep all day.. he's packed my pillows and blankets in the van . He's been so loving and sweet .. we talked about all our past issues and we are trying to work threw them together . Trust being a main one .. we climb in thev van and Rick is gonna drive first . Mom is in the passenger seat already going back to sleep . Jay climbs in first and get in the huge seat and pulls me into his lap . He covers me up with our blanket the one he bought me at the flea market. That seems like so long ago ... wow so much has happen sense then .. jay is cold so he is cuddled up to me tight. This is happy . Two hours later Rick declared we need breakfast , we stop at this truck stop place and eat breakfast , Jay has eat enough for 6 people by him self . He's gain back some weight in the past month . Which makes me happy !! I like him healthy and I'd like him a Lil more thick ! He says he wants me to gain some too but I still dance for a living so it's not easy to gain weight when u dance and work at the restaurant too .. I'm away from home so much, so I'm so glad for the next 7days I'm free from all that. I spent the day with Tammie and sissy yesterday we had lunch and shopping day .. I got a few things for this trip and zare gave a bag of really nice sweaters last week . She's pregnant again so she can't wear any if her clothes. Can't wait for her to have this baby its a girl !! And she's uber happy . After breakfast we all climb back in the van and Jay has laid the two seats in the very back down so we can lay down .jay knew he would eat a lot so he'd wanna lay down . He's crazy , I love him so much .. we have 4 more blankets around us now and 4 pillows . We have a movie going and we are comfy and I'm so happy I can't even handle it. Jay smells so good. And he's warm to cuddle up to . This is happy . Four hours has past and Jay fell a sleep .. he's laying on my chest making that rattle noise .. it's the best sound. I know he's content. Rick pulls over time to get gas when the van stopped jay moved and looked up at me .. he smiles so big . He says ur way to comfortable I always fall a sleep on you . I smile at him .. mom says that's those pillows they seem to out everyone to sleep . Why u think sissy loves her so. That baby falls a sleep every time mimi holds her .. we laugh .. jay says it's true ! .. we get out the van to move around some .. I walk in to the store and see the tourist isle I'm looking at all the shot glasses, name plates ,and T shirts that say buck snort . That's the town we are in .. it's a funny name .. jay walks up to me and says come on .. he pulls me into the woman's restroom and locks the he door .. he's got me pin to the wall and is kissing me hard .. he takes my pants down and is in .. I'm in shock . He says I needed you right now . I love you so much baby . He's done in two min flat .. he put my clothes on and says fix ur self ..but laughs so hard . I look at him eye brow raised .. his treating me like a hooker to be funny isn't lost on me . He grabs me and says I'm kidding I'm kidding .. I love you . We walk out the bathroom and a old lady is walking toward the restroom ... she smiles I smile .. I push jay when we get to the parking lot ,and Say jay that lady new , he's smiling so big !!! Jay is happy very happy. He runs and picks Me up and says I don't care if she or the whole world knows !!