Right Kind Of Wrong

I'm grown can we act like it?

When Jay walks back in the house ,ms. Cougar cunt left.. jay walks up to me and says with his hand out to take mine , can I talk to u .. ? I seriously look at him like I'm confused. Maybe I should have went for acting classes . Cuz Jay don't buy it .. he says come on . I stand and walk with him hot coffee in hand when we reach the movie room he's made sure the door was locked .. I'm standing there by the love sac he says I'm sry baby I'm really sry . I look at him and say for ? He says I didn't want to tell you like this and I dam sure didn't think she would make a scene like she did .. I'm just standing there . I drink my coffee feeling I'm gonna need it .. Jay says Melanie after my mom passed I came here to live for almost a yr. I slept with Erica a lot during that time ,but she's married ! And I was too young and stupid at that time to care .. she got attached ,and I didn't .I was just trying anyway possible to kill the pain. Or forget about it . Every time I'm I've come back here she's somehow gotten me to fuck her again .. and well I haven't touched her in a long time , she told me last night she didn't care if I had a gf she just wanted to have sex.. I told her it was different now I'm in love and I refused to go there .. but she knows if my dad found out he'd lose his shit quick .. they dated once a upon a time .. he's never really gotten over it . He loved her . But she was too young to know what she wanted .. dad wouldn't ever forgive me .. so last night she said one Lil out bust of info could ruin my life .. she don't care if her husband finds out so she wouldn't get hurt if I told him. Just my life would be ruined . And I think that sense I brought u here ,she's gonna make sure dad finds out she's mad because she says she loves me and I'm playing games with her .. I told her so many times I'm not in love with her and I don't want to have those meetings anymore .. but she's not taking no very well. She's never acted like this .ever. and I'm not sure what she will do ... I look Jay in his eyes and say .. what u did before me has nothing to do with me . And as for ur dad. If u or ms. Cougar cunt hurt him I'll hurt yall. And if I see you speak to that whore again on my time I'm lose My shit. You wanna be with me ? Jays says yes I do baby .. then you better figure out how to respect me better . You been dealing with ur past so much that we been here three days now and I've only seen u while I'm on my back !! Now I'm gonna have some breakfast and then im gonna get ready for the day. A day that I'd really like to spend with you drama free ! You have to stop being so nice to the past except ur repercussions and move on.. if ur gonna be with me you have to be with me now and for ever . You have to stand up and be a man make it clear the past is over . Let me know when ur ready for us . Jay says baby and grabs my arm the one with hot coffee in it thank god it was empty .. he says Melanie , wait baby don't leave this room . Please I'm so sry about this . I want us to be together now and forever. I won't talk to her ever again . I was hist trying to keep peace between my dad and I. We didn't speak for a while after we lost mom . We had a fight right after and I left and came here .. we didn't start speaking till 6 mons before we moved in with you .. I can't lose my dad again . .. baby tell what I should do . I think u need to talk to ur dad before she does .. he looks like I can't .. Jay it's gonna be better coming from u .he says I dont want him to know at all. He won't be good for us . Believe me. He will never forgive me ..