Right Kind Of Wrong

.use what works

Tammie I was set up !! Shana set me up because I hit that bitch. She was trying to get me back ..Tammie says that girl is good. . I look at her like really . She says Mel u have to admit this was outta the blue and he's gone so she is winning right now .. this sets me off ... smtam days did u do anything with him and I have to tell my best friend exactly what happen . He touched me in the pool on my hip . I pushed him away and he kept coming back. I put my head down and he came right up to me so it looked like I had my head on his chest but I didn't Tam . I had my hands on his shoulders because I was pushing him away. I got right out the pool .that's when I saw the pics and I called jay .. Tammie I promise u I didn't do anything . I was set up .I didn't do it .. I'm sobbing again. I can't lose him Tammie I can't please help me .. she holds me . She says we are gonna get that bitch.. I look at her and I'm saying Tammie it looks bad . Jay was so mad. Tammie I'm gonna lose him .. I didn't do anything I stopped it .I stopped him. I walked away. And I see Jays face at the door way. Tammie says I'm gonna let yall talk .. I'm a fucking mess. He walks in and shuts the door . He says I went to see her.. I look up at him with the face that must say I'll kill you !! He says I finally got her to confess she did set u up . I ask what did u have to do to make her confess. .fuck her again !! I walk to my vanity and begin brushing my hair .. he says almost . I turn around and throw the brush straight at his head. He caught it .. he says wait u were just in the arms of another and ur mad at me because I had to know the fucking truth .. yes !!!!! I scream . The image of u seducing ur ex isn't exactly what I need in my head right now .. he screams the image on my fucking phone isn't something I needed in my head either Melanie . I sit down on the vanity bench and put my hands on both sides of my head because I can't anymore ..life has become too much .I can't I'm sobbing I kept saying I can't .I can't .I can't. With school and getting the internship, and home life. And JAY . I can't. I can't I'm just one person I'm one person . I can't I can't .. I just need to run . I wanna run to the park . I wanna be 9 yrs.old I need that right now I need that .. I stand wipe my face on the towel and put on my sweat pants and a long sleeve shirt over my tank.. I slip on my flip flops . And grab my phone put it in my pocket and walk out my room . Jay didn't move. . I walk to the kitchen and grab a sb Frappuccino out the frig. Then I grab another one .. I hand it to Tam . And tell her come on .. we walk out the door and down the street .. she says ummm boo. Where are we going . I look at her and say to play .. we walk to the school park and I jump on the merry-go-round. She says let play Mel .. I laugh cuz I love that girl . We run around it and jump on . I'm holding on but decided to just hold on with my knees and let my hands go . I need to feel free. I Need to stay here forever . Why is this my happy place ?I don't know but it is. I can forget all my issues here. I'm just a kid here .. when the merry-go-round stops we step off .. my phone is buzzing . Nope u can't enter my happy place . Tammie Says come on we jump on the teeter totter . So high up u can't reach me .. none of u can .. I feel free ... no worries . No issues .. when we get off this thing I feel so much lighter .. I tell Tam come on . We get on the swings and swing as high as we can .. I'm laughing so hard I can't think about anything right now .. I know it's a temporary fix .but I'll take it right now .. we stop and she says I love ur stress releaser.. uve always known u wouldn't do drugs to escape reality . And this is ur escape! I love it . And I truly love that u make me part of it . Thanks Mel . Tammie I should be thanking you. You came as soon as u saw the drama and u walked all the way here with me .. your my rock Tammie . She says ditto my love .. I tell her come on u know the next step .. we walk to the baseball field and lay down .. the grass is wet .. Tam says u feeling better . I say a lil.. I tell her he went to see her .. he got her to confess she set me up .. Tam I feel stupid. She says that's OK I know how vindictive u can be and I know u will get that bitch back . I wink at her. We talk for another hour I'm beyond over all this drama .. I stand and say one more time .. she says hell yeah !! We run to the merry-go-round and spin it as fast as we can .. we both lay down on our back head to head and watch as the stars swirl so beautifully! ! We are holding hands Tam is and always will be my first love . My best friend for life ! As the merry-go-round slows down and I look over at Tammie I see jay standing there .. WTF? How is he here ? We sit up I feel dizzy . Lol. Jay says Tammie my dad is over there he points ..he's gonna take u home .so Melanie and I can talk .. Tammie looks at me .I shake my head yes.. Tammie hugs me tight and I feel emotional. She walks over to the car ..