Right Kind Of Wrong

times shift

When we get home the whole family is still there , dee says did u finally give her some? so she can chill ! Jay laughs I just give her the look .. she says Jay u need to know all the woman in our family are like that we love sex. And we get down right dangerous if we don't get it. A LOT ! all the men agree completely! They are serious. Jay says nah she said no to forest sex, this time . They look at me .. I'm done . I go to my room and Jay starts the shower he says baby I know u want a shower .. I smile at him .. after our shower we get dressed and join our family .. they tell mom I got mad cuz Jay didn't wanna have sex.. mom laughs and says it will get way worse for u Jason ! We don't take no ! Jay is embarrassed .. he says technically I didn't say no . I said we both needed some rest. She just had this moment on me she wanted to fight. He's shaking his head . You had ur pick ! I tell Jay . They all laugh . Scooter says dude next time just do it. .. it's safer ! He says. .. Jay says you got that right. And shakes his head and blows air out like dam she's nuts .. I laugh .. I tell Jay , u can't cut me off if you don't know where I'm getting it .. he looks at me and says don't get no body killed. Or ur self .. they all laugh .. mom says dam he's just as mean as u .this relationship could get brutal. I laugh. He ain't got shit on me ... he says no one is as mean as you can be .. they men in the room say she gets it honestly. . All these woman are exactly the same .. Jay says I can handle her .. and winks at me. .. only if I let you .I say. He laughs. I tell Jay I'm going to bed . I feel so drained . My lazy fun weekend got all jacked up.. I Need sleep now .. Jay says that's my que good night yall. Dee says give some .. we walk in our room and Jay shuts the door and locks it . I get in bed he turns off the light it's pitch black he gets in behind me and we spoon . I'm warm and comfy I'm gonna sleep so good if he will chill. . Jay whispers I love you , I love you too I say .. he says I'm so sry about tonight. I didn't think u would get so mad. . I did tell u I needed some time . I just didn't like what was playing over and over in my head. ..I tell him yeah I've had that scene in my head too . He says I'm sry baby .. he's holding me pretty tight to him I've moved a few times and I just did again .. he whispers are u doing that on purpose ? And laughs .. I look over my shoulder . Knowing full well I can't see him .. and say doing what . He says wiggling ur ass on me .. I laugh no. I was getting comfortable. . He says I was getting hard .. I die . I laugh .. he says can we ? I say Jay we should sleep remember. . He says I don't wanna in his sad voice .. he's rubbing my belly .. I know I can not resist him .. nope .can't at all .. he says I need you baby .. I say no you don't. .. u just want to cuz u think I'll be mad .. I won't be mad . Jay I'm fine .. let's get some rest .. he says I'm not fine .. I want to make love .. his voice has turn dark and Erie .. is he mad .. I turn over to him and say are u mad ? He says no .. I'm hurting . And I want you .. hurting ? He says yes and puts my hand on his chest . He says I didn't want anyone touching you .. ur mine . I guess I was to confident in thinking u wouldn't be with anyone else .. I say we both were .. now we know .. he says yes I do . Me too. .. he says but we are together right ? And we are gonna work this out right. ?yes ! I want to . He says me too. And he puts his hand down my pants and finds the very wet spot.. he whispers say yes .. I don't say anything . He circles the outside and is kissing me .. he says it again . Say yes baby .. please ..I say yes .. he is in deep ! And I'm so there .. he knows this all to well.. he says u love me ? Yes ! I whisper . He says say it . I love you Jay .. he's found the O button and is giving it hell. After I convulse for a full minute he climbs on top of me and says relax .. I do not even know what he's talking about .. I get sorta offended . I say what? He says baby I want you to relax because if u don't it's gonna hurt .. oh... I think .. wow he knows way to dam much .and I really wanna know how . After a few minutes he's in full stride .. he's sweating and making some serious noises. . But this time has lasted a lot longer then it usually does .. when he finally rolls over I know he didn't have his o. Why? I'm so confused.