Right Kind Of Wrong

what do grown folks do?

A few days later I'm sitting on my couch with Tammie we are talking about my new job and me starting culinary school soon . She says Mel ur really gonna do this !! I knew if anyone held there own it would be u ... I tell Tammie hey girl guess what ? I give her the look ... she says oh no what .. I say well grandpa gave me enough money for graduation that I'm going car shopping tomorrow! !! She says WHAT? Yes. .. the letter included with the check said DO NOT try to give this money back . You will break my heart please don't ... Tammie I cried so hard !! I tell her. . She says I know you did hun... we laugh . Tammie that's a lot of money. But I'd never ever break that man's heart .. I've talk to Rick and Jay they say it would break his heart so I deposited the check yesterday. And it cleared today. Tammie I have some serious money in the bank .. she says omg.. yes but I'm gonna get a car tomorrow ..and then I have to buy stuff for school so it won't be that way for long ...she says yes it goes away too fast .. ikr.. but I'll have a car !!! I'm so dam happy. Rick is gonna take me tomorrow !! This seems all too good , like I'm waiting on the other shoe to drop. I tell her .. Tammie says Mel you've worked ur ass off for this .u still are. Take ur blessing !! Thank god and smile .. Tammie I am believe me ... I decide I need to get a shower and get dolled up. Jay will be home soon and I want to be with him tonight .. I'm sitting at my vanity doing my make up when my phone buzzes . Jay:
Hey baby whatcha wanna do tonight ? Me: baby its up to you. I'm OK with whatever you wanna do .. jay: he says I'd like to just stay home rent a movie and get some pizza spoon on the couch ... me : sounds really good. I need some cuddle time with you my love .. Jay : I'll be home soon , I love you . Me : I love you so much baby
An hour later I'm dressed in leggings a tank top and make up on . But hair piled up in a bun. I put our blankets on the couch and call in the pizza ,chicken bites , salad , and dessert . Brownie bites .. yep I'm starving lol . And I'm prolly not gonna get none so may as well just stuff my face .. when jay gets home he takes a shower and outs on his sexy sweat pants and wife beater. Omg . I'm not so sure I can take it .. he smells so dam good . He looks up from the couch as I walk further in to the living room .. he says you have the look like u wanna rape me .. I smile . Would I have to rape you jay? I ask he says never baby ! I smile . You'd give it up willing ? I ask . He says Melanie I couldn't turn u down if I was dead . I laugh. I couldn't baby I don't have that super human power ... I laugh.. I sit down next to him and says I love you .I say I love you too.. the door bell go's off and I jump up its our food .. I place all the food on the table and turn to pay the man ,Jay has his wallet .. I say no I've got it . Jay makes this face like girl if don't get out my way .. I say I'm serious I want to pay .. he pushes my hand away and hands the man the money .. I'm not happy . I go get plates and drinks .. I sat everything down , Jay says hey baby don't do that no more ..I look at him ..what? He says you will never pay for anything with me .. jay that's ridiculous! ! I have a job .. I can pay too .. he says no you can not . That makes me look bad . How I ask .. it does . It's emasculating me .. omg . Are you serious? Yes .. let's eat . He says .. wow conversation over .. I've been put in my place .. I make our salads first . Jay is shoveling this shit down .. I put those plates in the sink and grab two more .. I place the pizza on them and we are munching down , watching a life time movie , and Tammie is back . I open the door she says hey love .. hey boo . She says I have to pick up some clothes from ya.. OK . I sit back down and eat , she's going threw my closet ... when she comes back she says I'll be back tomorrow night .. can't wait to see ur new car !! She grabs a slice of pizza and leaves . Jay says what kinds car are u gonna get . Jay I have no idea about cars. .. u tell me .. he says oh no no no . U will have to choose that ur self. Grandpa would kill me .. I smile ...