Right Kind Of Wrong

in way over my head.

Sissy went with Jay back to the couch and he's holding the ice to her finger and has put on her favorite movie tinkerbell. I ask my fuck tardy sister who wasn't even watching her daughter I'm sure. What door did she slam her finger in how did it happen. Oh she was playing with the cat and trying to put the cat in the closet she slammed the door cuz the cat was trying to jump out. But got her finger in the process. .. my sister says this with such Lil give a shit. I want to slap her. Dee, is eating . I go back to the living room and ask sissy did she eat dinner she shakes her head no .. wow . I go back to the kitchen and ask why didn't she eat dinner as I'm pulling spaghetti o's out the cabinet. Dee says oh she wouldn't touch her dinner . Just been fucking crying for two hours I need my mimi. Dee says this like she couldn't be more annoyed . This makes me lol. I know sissy would rather be here .. I make sissy's sketti o's as she calls them . And go back in the living room and spoon feed her every single bite. Jay is still holding sissy and the ice. .. I smile at him and he winks at me... sissy is full and very content in the arms of my man. Ha ! I can finally call him that . This makes me smile super big. Dee walks in the living room and sits down on the couch . I ask sissy do u want mimi to clean u up? Jay do it she says I've been replaced ! Jay takes the now wet rag around her finger and wipes her face . Viola he says and makes sissy giggle. Then hands me the rag and says here take this and waves me off . I give him the watch ur self look.. he smiles really big. I stand to go put the rag up , dee says button ur pants while ur in there .and laughs. What were u really doing when we got here ? She ask .. I die ! I look back at Jay and he is laughing .. I go to my room to stand in front of the mirror and see what my clothes really look like. Oh lord how did I not remember to button my britches !!! When I come back to the living room my sister tells me she has to go. She reaches for sissy but awww hell naw. Sissy ain't having this. Sissy reaches for me and is now screaming at the top of her lungs. I grab sissy from Jay and hug her so tight. Hey hey. It's OK. Dee gives me that look .. the one that says OK the ball is in ur court. I whisper I can't dee. I have school. Jay looks up at me and says what if u take her home in the morning we can take her home on the way to take u to school. OK sounds good. It would have broke me to have to give her to dee. Dee leaves and I get sissy to calm down with a piece of that huge chocolate bar in the frig. The one Jay got me ... it's now 9 pm and I really need to get on my homework. I tell Jay I need to get her to sleep so I can finish my choirs and home work. He says come on we can lay down with her. He pops her movie out and brings it with us. I pull the covers back and go to crawl in the bed beside sissy when I remember i need to make her cup. Jay says I'll go make her cup. I'm so very impressed with him right now !! When he comes back in the room with her cup he hands it to her and go's to put her movie on. Boy is on it tonight. ..all of it. He scoots in behind me and presses play on the movie , then wraps his arms around me . This is so nice. As I see sissy fading into sleep Jay whispers in my ear , so are we a couple now? Are we I ask ? Don't play with me woman he says. .. I look back at him over my shoulder . I want to be . I say. Then we are. We lay there for another few mins. And Jay is rubbing my hip bone again. This small act is so overwhelming! ! I roll over to him and kiss him sweetly . He looks at me so intensely and whispers. ... what are u doing to me ? It's what are u doing to me I say .. he says I think I have a pretty good idea .. and his smile has turn some what shy. I hide my face in his chest. Which is so sadly covered by his shirt this time. .. he's holding me .. I like this a lot. I do not wanna get out this bed! !!!! I whisper to Jay I have to get up and go clean house and finish my homework. . He puts his fingers under my chin and lifts my face up. Melanie I need a cold very cold shower he says.. I die! He kisses me very intensely for another few mins. Then says yep I need that cold shower ... I laugh .. I'm sitting at the dining room table when Jay walks out the bathroom in just a Towel ,from the table u can see his bedroom door. As he's walking into his room he looks back at me . I purse my lips in a omg way !! And blow air threw my lips ... he Smiles so big ,walks in his room and shuts the door. I have to shake my head to release that image