Right Kind Of Wrong

calm before the storm

When we get back to the house Maria has left us some lunch on the stove, Jay text me an hour ago and said he was going to the skate park ... so it's just Keith and I , I warm up lunch which is bar b q nachos .. so good . We sit and talk. .. I ask Keith where is the skate park .. he says it about 7 mins from here do u wanna go see Jason skate ? He ask. I've seen him skate .. I say. He says he's good . Yes he's good. I say. We eat and when done I see Rick and mom coming in the house. Mom looks frost bitten .. she hates snow .. it's funny. Keith says he's gotta run I hug him and thank him for the walk .. I ask Rick can I get in the hot tub .. he says of course and is gonna turn it on while I suit up .. I've brought two swim suits one is white and navy blue striped .. and one is purple with tiny white dots. Jay loves the color purple so I'm going with it . I need to make up with him , I know we aren't on the best of terms , but right now I really wanna lay in hot water next to snow. . What a combo .. I've never done this so here I go... I put on my thick robe knowing I'll need it to get out of tub... I take my cigs and lemonade with me .. I set up my Lil side plate with my stuff. And walk up the steps. I take off my slippers and put one foot in when I hear Jay and a few buddies of his walking out the back door. I turn to them and Jay has his what are you doing face on .. I stand there like deer in head lights . The buddies watch me closely so I sit down in the water , trying to hide .. Jay walks over to me and says you couldn't wait on me ..? I look up at him I whisper you can get in anytime .. he smiles hard . He says I will soon. You just stay put .. I wink at him .. a few minutes later there is a few girls who show up and well we now have a crowd . This house is a magnetic for all Jays friends .. I wish they could get a mit and catch a clue ..we didn't come here for them .. but I lay back and enjoy the water and the view it's so beautiful here .. Jay says he's gonna put his shorts on .. and a few others say they are too and the girls say they wanna join. It's a very large tub .. but I really didn't wanna share .. I needed to sit and talk to Jay alone .. when Jay gets in he sits next to me but doesn't touch me odd. Normally this boy can't keep his hands off of me .. I look up to see his ex climbing the steps . She's dam near naked and of course Jay is looking .. after the tub was full and I'm sitting next to a guy I don't even know. I decide to get out. Jay says don't go baby . I tell him I have to pee .. I lie . I get out and the ex slips closer to Jay. . Wow !! It's thirsty hour .. I take my cigs and drink with me . I go in my room and get in the shower .I get out and dry off put on some warm bed clothes. ..I have a pair of pink sweats on and the matching hoodie and long sleeve shirt on under the hoodie , but no bra . I was over the bra for tonight .. socks and then a pair of super thick footies over my socks .. I'm warm and comfortable. I wanna kick back now. It's almost dark out side but still early. . I'm just feeling the need to lay back and relax .. Jay walks in the bed room and says u look warm .. I smile . He says I got rid of every one . I look up at him . Why what's wrong ..? I ask .. he steps closer . I came here to be with you not them . And tonight I want us to spend time relaxing .. sounds good . To me I say . He says. He's gonna get a shower . I lay in the bed waiting on Jay .. my phone buzzes and it Matt wth? Matt: hey beautiful, was just checking to see how u are ? I haven't heard from u in a while. Should I text back .. should I ignore him .. I hear the water turn off .. I turn my phone off completely. Nope I will not cause that fight tonight. I need drama free ..