Right Kind Of Wrong

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When Jay walks in our room I'm still doing my hair shirtless.. he says u need a shirt ? Nope I have one thanks .. I point at the sweater on the bed .. he says where is the rest of the shirt ..and smiles at me in the mirror. . I just give him a smile right back .. he kisses me twice and then a third time .. he says imma get a shower and change .. I say OK .. he says can I lock this door .. no cuz zare will be back j a min.. he says fuck boy is here .. I say oh. OK well I'll just put on my shirt .. knowing full well I can't . But he will be in the shower I'll be done before he gets back. He says OK .he's gone .and I go back to doing my hair , I apply some lotion and perfume . I'm lighting a cig, when Jay step back in the room .. he says hey were u looking for this I set it right her in the bed right where u had it. I look up at him , I say no I wasn't because I had to put lotion on and perfume. . And finish my hair. . He looks at me and says u have to keep ur clothes on Melanie. I say Jay he's not gonna come in here chill .. he looks at me hard .. he's not that stupid is he ? Jay ask .. I don't respond. I don't wanna fight .. we have not fought in a few weeks .. I'm good . So I just put my top on and fluff my hair . I pick up my apple juice drink the boys gave me hours ago and drink it ..yum warm apple juice .. I sit down on the bed. Jay can u really handle us being here in this house ,if not we can go home .. if your gonna freak every time .. I mean I plan on wearing a swim suit later tonight .. is that another major no no .. Jay looks at me .. oh hell I didn't wanna fight but here I am being a bitch .. but no I'm just standing up for myself .. I have a right to be normal .. he's not speaking . Just looking at me while he's dressing .. he looks so good . His hair has gotten long.. and his eyes are super brown right now which says either he's getting mad or turned on ... and with my smart ass mouth ..I'm sure he's mad .. I throw the bikini on the bed. I got this new one a few days ago he hasn't Seen it .. it white knit type .. super skimpy. .. so pretty tho. I love it . .. Jay says where is the swim suit .. I say that's it .. he says oh no its not. He laughs .. I say hahaha hah oh yes it is ... I'm not gonna be told by him my every move or outfit .. I walk out the room super pissed . I throw the dam juice box at the thrash can .. I look at zare who is wearing her scared face .. what's wrong mel? Zare ask .. no one is here so I can have a freak out moment. .. I say this mother fucker has nerve to tell.me I can't wear my brand new swim suit tonight !! But I more like yell it .. and there is Matt looking me in the fucking mouth ! He smiles .. I look at him like this is ur fault !! . Nope this is my fault for fucking the hell out you !! . Ahhhhh. Now I'm the drama of the party .I'm always the dam drama .. I hate that shit zare says calm down ..I'll talk to him .. I say no please don't .. I walk to the frig take out a bottled water .. mark says boo we have something a lot stronger if u wish. I say no thanks ... I walk over to the stairs and walk down them to the movie room .. I sit down on the huge love sac... bean bag. ...I'm already over this night !! I can't have fun if Jay is always gonna try to control me .. I can't be controlled .. Jay text me. Jay : where are you ? Me : out to lunch ! Jay: where are you ? Me : hiding find me ! Jay : where are you? Me : I left . Jay : do not make me ask you again !! Me : OK don't ! Jay : WHERE ARE YOU ? Me : you mad ? Jay: getting there real quick ! Me : I can give you directions! ! Jay: Melanie I'm not playing games with you tonight . Come here to me . Me: I'm not sure where here is . I think I need directions now .. I wait 10 mins bit he hasn't responded. . Zare text me. Zare : hey boo where are you .. ? Me : I'm fine , I'll be back soon . Zare : we are gonna serve the food soon . Me : OK .. I text Jay ...me : hey u didn't send me directions. .. I wait . He isn't responding to my games .. good cuz I'm not responding to his either ..guess he sees how it is now .. I wait another 39 mins.. then I walk up stairs every one is outside on the patio eating pizza . Zare didn't want mark to cook tonight . There is literally 40 pizzas here .. I walk over by zare .. she says our pizza is in the house come on .. I walk in the kitchen with her and she plates me two pieces of BBQ chicken with pineapple! So good . I start eating and finally spot Jay out the window .. he's talking to some female .. I ask zare who is that .. I point with my pizza at this trick talking to my man .. she says Emily .. I look at zare question face .. she looks down .. zare? She's an ex fling .. oh really ? Oh OK .. zare says I did not tell u that .. OK ..I say but I got this ... zare says he did that ugly girl .. I laugh she OK .. zare looks at me like I just jumped off the lazy eye treatment chair .. I laugh .. well cuz I'm funny