Right Kind Of Wrong

bliss to diss

We jump ahead 3 mons .. it's may 20th and it's my last day of school for this year . YAY !! Things with Jay were pure bliss up until about two weeks ago. We had gotten to know each other inside and out. We had great days and super blissed out nights. And had pretty much done it all . I'm so in love with him I can't even think straight most days and he had been too . We went to so many places and did every thing together I met his family and have become super close to his aunt uncle and there boys age 2 and 5 . I been babysitting for her a lot a we talk about everything! She's the best like the big sister I never had .. I've gotten really close with his grandfather too. Love that man he is so nice. And he loves Jay like he's his son. Rick and I have had some serious father daughter talks too we are close .. two weeks ago tho Jay came home one night late about midnight which he usually comes home from work around 6pm no later then 9pm .. he text me several times saying he had some things to take care of and he would be home later not to worry. I was worried. . When he got home I ask him every thing OK
He said yep and crawled in bed went straight to sleep .. so the next day I ask him Jay where were you last night he said I just needed to go see a friend he needed some help. It's not a big deal.. we seemed ok.. I guess . But I had to go babysit for his aunt that night and I ask him are u gonna go with me. He said baby I really need to go see ty .. I need to hang with him . I said OK .. but at that point I wasn't a complete tard.... I went to his aunt zare house and kept her kids while her and her husband mark went to the Casino  , so they were not gonna be home till the next morning. I told Jay I don't wanna stay there all night with out him . He said he would be there later that night . I packed my clothes to stay all weekend cuz I usually did .. she pays me very very well to keep her kids and clean her house . And I can have friends over there ,I've met several teens in her neighborhood. Mark has a friend who has a teen daughter who babysits for them too and she brings her friends over too its fun over there. . Zare pick me up that afternoon when I got there I text Jay and told him I was there , no response for hours. So when Zare and mark left around 6pm they had ordered pizza for us it was the two boys me and two girls from the neighborhood Jen and Bridget .. they like to swim in Zare and marks in ground pool it huge and beautiful. . They have good money . Lol .. we sit down and eat. I call Jay no answer. Wth? I'm starting to really worry about Jay. I've heard the stories about him getting in to trouble after his mom passed away two yrs. Ago she was in a car accident. Jay still isn't over that. He never will be .. but he stayed in trouble for a year . And went to jail twice. And put some dude in the hospital. So yeah it in him to fuck up . Just hope he's not .. I call Rick . I tell him what's going on. He tells me he will Check it out.. later that night after I get the boys to sleep around 8:20 pm I call Jay again he answered finally. I ask. Him are u ok ? He says yes I'm good baby I was playing b ball .. my phone was in the house . Oh OK .. are you coming out here I ask . He's laughing with some people in the back ground. He says I'm not sure we about to have some drinks. Ty needs me tonight .. ty has serious family issues and Jay helps him out .. I want you too ..I say .and says yeah it will be OK. I'll come out there in the morning. . I ask Jay is everything OK ? Yes baby we good. I love you I gotta go. I say I love you too I tell Jen and Bridget he ain't coming out. Let's go swim. I set the baby monitor out side with us .. we had been out there about 30 mins.. when three guys show up Bridget knows them so they come in the gate .. wearing there swim shorts two of them jump in. One guy set down at the patio table next to the pool .. he was HOT !! he says hi .I'm Matt  .. I say hi I'm Melanie . We strike up a conversation of just shooting the shit really ... I tell him get in the pool .. he says OK we stand there talking for a long time. Swimming around a Lil .. the others come over and talk too. We were out there till like 1:am .. when I got out the pool Matt  wrapped a towel around me. I almost swollowed my tongue. That boy is fine !! And I've laughed the whole night he's hilarious. And his laugh is so dam cute . He's about 5 '9 dark hair almost black . Shaved head not bald but super short. Dark eyes built .... hot !! He ask if I lived around here . I said no I live in Memphis .. about 30 mins. From here . And he said he don't live far from me .. we all went in the house and talked for another hour before the guys left .. I took a shower and got ready for bed.. I text Jay but he didn't respond. . The next morning I was making me and the boys some cereal when zare and mark came in. I called Jay twice no answer .. I eat breakfast.  Zare takes the boys to get them ready they are going to there grandma's house today. They all were post to get out the house so I can clean it .  She's gonna pay me for babysitting and cleaning .. yes money money money. Zare calls me in her room and says there is two bags of  clothes go threw them get what u want I'll take the rest to goodwill. .