Right Kind Of Wrong

no turning back

After I slept another 9 hours that Friday night. I woke up feeling much better. It's Saturday morning early I normally don't do early. But I've slept enough. I decide to make breakfast. The kitchen is still very clean. Not for long. Lol. So I get everything out and start preparing eggs bacon ,sausage, toast ,and chocolate chip waffles. After an hour everything was on the table. Jason walks out of his room and grumbling some incomprehensible sentence. .. but finally found the table and set down. I find myself making his plate. So not a me thing .. but he did clean the house for me so OK. I'm being nice. ..this will take some practice. .. as we start eating Rick comes in to the dining room and gives us this look of umm OK what's this. ..I tell Rick. I made breakfast. .he says I see that. And sits down .we eat in Silence for a while. Well till Jason has consumed the first few bites of his waffle. He starts raving on and in about this being the best waffle he has ever had. And ate two more. I've noticed this guy can seriously put away large amounts of food. And all day long . He's so not fat. He's sorta got the perfect body. .. no not in a crazy obsessed way. ... but he's like 5'10 140 lbs .. great muscle.. nice six pack ..OK dam. He's perfect. And I love his hair. And his eyes. And his lips. OK dam I'm a Lil obsessed. But not gonna show it. Nope not even gonna let him see it one bit. Can't. Well after breakfast I cleaned the whole house. Rick and Jason left hours ago ... I'm home alone and have my ear buds in cleaning and washing clothes. I'm singing at the top of my lungs and dancing around. I'm actually in a good mood .. that's different. .lol but I really feel great. Well rested. Had a awesome breakfast the house is clean and smells so good now I'm off to take a shower and make myself look as good as I feel. Maybe I'll even go see my friends. I mean I told them I would see them Monday but Idk. .. I go to my room and put together a really cute outfit and set everything out. Grab a towel and go get in the shower .. 45mins. Later I feel like a brand new person. Legs shaved lol I comb my hair in the shower because it's just easier. . So after I comb threw this thick Mess. I wrap a huge towel around me. Step out the shower and open the door. There stands Jason. I jump super hard. Sorta freaked out for a sec. Then decided to just deal with it. I'm covered !! He gives me this smile like ummm. Help me Jesus . Smiling from ear to ear. He walks on down the hall .. I walk the other way toward my room ... as I shut the door and lock it. I realize I'm panting like a dam dog! !!!! I'm so terrified of guys .like no . Really terrified! !!!! So I sit down at my vanity take a few mins to catch my breath. And start my regular routine. . Lotion , deodorant, face gup. Lol. Then get dressed. Then start makeup that takes me a good 30mins... and then another 45mins.ti do my hair. Yeah it takes way to long .... some days I just for go this mess ... but today. I feel awesome !! So yeah I'm gonna give it some extra time. Lol. Two hours later I'm completely ready for this day. Lol. I walk to the front door and look outside it looks so cold. And sense every one in this town walks everywhere. I'm don't see me walking to a friends house today. I stand there staring out the door. I see my best friend Sam walk up the drive way I'm like wth are u doing its freezing out here. I pull him into the house. We sit down on the couch and he starts telling me about his brother being an ass. I use to date his brother so I believe him. Lol. Well. We talk for about an hour .. before I remember that Jason is here. Where is he. ? So I look out side and see his car is actually not here he left while I was getting ready. I had the music so loud I didn't hear him leave. ... oh well.... Sam ask me point blank so are u dating ur roommate yet. I looked at him puzzled. Then the light bulb went off and I realized what he meant. I told him no way !!! He gave me the look .. that said. It's just a matter of time. He looked sorta sad. But didn't take the conversation any further .. a few mins later Jason comes threw the door with tops bar b q. .my favorite food ever !!!! It's was sorta late and cold. Out. Sam said he had to get home ... Jason offered to take him home several times , but Sam refused . He took off out the door. Jason put the food on the table. And said. Dad said he won't be home tonight he has to go take care of some things at my grandpa's house. . So this is dinner . OK I say kinda almost to quiet. He looks at me with his question face. I say nothing for a while. Then I say thank you for dinner ,and fir offering to take Sam home .. that was sweet